Crazy & Emo

I noe this seems stupid for all of u

But yes indeed

I cried in my pillows for about 20 minutes bfore I sleep just bcoz of the movie I watched yesterday, Haeundae

When I think of the scene of those ppl die in the disaster and where my handsome choose to sacrifice himself,

my tears flushing down my cheek like a river non-stop

I noe I'm a bit over but really I can't control it....

All the sacrifices they were willing to do just to save their beloved EVEN their life....

The power of love indeed can conquer everything in the world...

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After a long cry,

today I woke up with a pair of red sore eye.

The movie seriously influenced me deeply and I was feeling emo all the day

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I was thinking,

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If one day disaster DO land on here,

will I willing to sacrifice myself to save the one I love?

My family, my friends, my beloved.....

Am I brave enough to do it?

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If I do, will the person I love do the same thing for me?

Wat is my ranking in their heart?

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I believe tat we've been using too much resources of The Earth

Without the Earth, we're nothing

Not even a speck of dust

Inspite of paying back the debt we've loaned,

we're getting over and over by creating tonnes of pollutions.

Air pollution

Water pollution

Land pollution

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Thinking of further my studies in the field of environment

Yet my mom say I'm stupid as it's gonna be a hard work and I'll hardly earn any money;

My elder sista indeed cares a lot towards me but she's making me feel stupid for choosing this career

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If I choose the way U all chosen for me,

and going through the life u all wanted me for,

safe & steady,

but if one day I was really involved in a disaster which might cost my life for it,

I'm gonna regret my decision earlier....

I dunno whether I'm doing the right decision,

I noe tat they are more experienced and know lots more than me,

I dunno whether I should insist on getting on the way I want to,

I noe tat maybe I'm the one who's making the wrong decision.

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People nvr treasure wat they have until they lose it,

they always paid a lot to realise wat they had is far more than enough

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So do sacrifices.

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