Ding Dong~

24/12/2010

虽然还在适应中，但我会记住这个日期的 :)



就这样继续吵吵闹闹吧，你！听见了吗？=p





P/S：谢谢所有之前“鼎立相助”的朋友，不管是真的要帮忙还是太鸡婆了 ;)

回柔佛去

这次的假期特别有意义：

[ 我和我妹妹两个人居然就这样搭巴士到柔佛去照顾我公公和婆婆俩人 ]

以往啊，只有每年新年才会回去一次。
头一次只有我们两个人回去，还真是有点奇怪，而且也有点怕怕。
毕竟以往要是面对他们词穷的时候，总可以找妈妈或其他人当救星~

第一晚

因为巴士坏了，结果我们差不多九点才到公公家，
却发现公公婆婆也还没吃 - 他们在等我们一同吃晚餐。
那一刻，心猛地抽了一下。


第二天

我和妹妹一同打扫家里，再次发现家里肮脏的不象样 - 像没人住的那样
满天满地的壁虎大便，到处都不满了灰尘
我一直在想：究竟他们两个是怎么在这种环境下活着的呢？难道没发现这些污垢吗？
但事实上，他们懂，却因为无法亲手打理家里，只好装作不懂。
这似乎比真正的不懂还来得更难受。
我和妹妹，再次由衷地同情起公公婆婆。
然而，为了迎接我们两个，公公很费心地准备三餐，有鱼有肉有菜，
通常不会出现在他们平时菜谱里的东西都有了，
感动，不在话下。


第三天

我们帮忙在油棕园施肥，帮忙在后院的小田地里拔草。
这些活儿，他们都干不起了。
然而我没想到，八十六岁高龄的公公居然还会作弄我，还叫我“傻仔！”
但是，我听见公公发出了哈哈哈的笑声，
心想：搞不好，今年就这么一次，他有机会这样开怀大笑吧？
这时，当个傻仔也愿意。


和他们相处了三天下来，发现其实他们真的很需要人陪。
哪怕只是坐在那里静静不出声，细听他们想说的一切，他们也很满足了。
记得我们要走的那天，公公婆婆都很舍不得我们。
原本打算早上离开的我们，却一直留到了两点多才离开。


公公婆婆等着吧，新年我们会再回来的！ :)

家庭大出游

觉得今天是个有意义的一天，所以选择了用华语来表达 :)


今天，和全家人一起浩浩荡荡地出发去了Mid Valley。
也许对你们来说，这个地方不算陌生，甚至厌倦，
但对我们家来说，就不一样了。
平时的阿妈，总是忙于工作，要她多休息或放假，却总是不听。
难得她提出说要带我们出去走走，对我们四姐弟来说，能不是件令人振奋的事吗？ :)


在我们家，就是不一样。
至少对我来说，就是那么的不一样。
对很多人来说，和父母出去，吃饭要他们付钱是件理所当然的事。
可是在我们家，我和二妹通常是自付的，也许是比较大的关系吧~ 而且额外的东西也是自付哦
但今天，妈妈却抢着说要付我们的饭钱。
就为了这么一件区区的小事，我在我妈的脸上看到了一位身为母亲的骄傲。


不知道为什么，那一刹那，我为我有这个家而感到骄傲。
即便我们不是最有钱的，家里那辆破车也应该没人想偷，妈妈也不是什么上流社会，
我却愿意挽着她的手，告诉全天下：

她是我妈妈。

我们就这样看了一部电影，到处晃啊晃，就回家了，哈哈 =p
你问我开心吗？
:)

“全世界都换不回我的家人。”


人总是要经历过事情才懂得珍惜 :)

Finally~

Finally, I'm back to my old paradise :)
I can't believe how long I left my darling here, comparing to before where I can constantly update everyday~

Yeap, college life definitely suits the word BUSY.
I wonder if I'm just the one who thinks or feels so, but seriously as a HELP student, the workload can kill me sometimes :/

Notes
Assignments
Term papers
Quizzes
Exams

YET, thats not the really thing that could kill me.
I know my problem is because of my lousy time management, and that can be fixed.

But the true thing that could actually kill me is RELATIONSHIPS.
I realised that, I just can't be my old self anymore.
Being the true me - I get rumours and ignores in return.
Almost everything I did can mean something else to others, even though it's just small thing that I never, ever think that it can be misinterpreted or particularly, distorted to that way.

College is a small society, SERIOUS.
I do learn a lot from it~

But the point is, I'm not here to fret about it.
But i admit, it's hard to go through all he disappointments and self doubts.
U may say or think anyway u like, but still, I'm still me.
It's funny to think that because of those rumours, I even think of closing my blog before, just in case they found it and talk bad about it. Crazy huh?

Well, I do hope that I can be a better self after goin thru all these things, of course.
Lessons I learned in my 2nd sem:

1) Stop comparing with others. It'll make you ended up suffocated and die with nobody bothers to give you even a flower at your funeral.

2) Don't talk so much.
You know outside there's the existence of "MISINTERPRETATION ---> "RUMOURS"

I sounded a bit aggressive here, but no worries, I'm not transforming into one of those emo, moody, crazy, kepoh fella.
So much to say, yet my conclusion is:

SEM 2 HAS ENDED.
So lets just forget about it. ;)

Starting my holiday, and preparing to use a new attitude to face my future life and sem 3.

And after all I've gone through,
just want to thank any one of you who still believe in who I am before.
The crazy, sampat, kepoh, gila fella ;)
And of course, those who always support me~
In case I lose myself, please be kind and remind me about it.
I miss myself more thn anyone of you do.

Life still goes on, cheers :)

。。。

不開心的事總會過去的

就讓它過去吧

An Expected Visit :D

听建安说星期五那天 Taylor 放假，就干脆把他叫来家里坐坐

‘

可是他说如果是这样的话川达也要来

慧云无意间听到了也说要来偷懒，睡觉懒惰一下

我干脆把贞荣也叫来

最后在 22.4.2010 那天，我的家+房间成了免费的旅馆 - FREE HOTEL

不要小看我家的免费旅馆哦！Offer的service还是很不错下的

第一：有免费的早餐吃，completely free!!

当天一大早建安和川达就先来到我家"check in"

顺便告诉我贞荣那个Ah Boon 放飞机， 气死我！

我妈看到有客人到，就说要出去买早餐给他们吃

结果我妈买了猪肠粉，烧卖，叉烧包，一包咖啡，和一包milo

谁知道那个建安居然还自己带了早餐来，搞得我妈妈笑不停

一直问我做么你的朋友那么好笑的~ 建安，你自己反省一下啦，哈哈

虽然到最后，大部分还是给我吃掉了 XD

第二：有免费的椅子给你坐，免费的双人床给你躺，免费的电脑game 给你玩

刚刚来到的时候，建安和达达是很矜持一下的

我说：“你们累的话真的可以躺的哦！真的可以！”

“ 哎呀不用啦，我们坐着就可以了啦~~ ”

结果？那个建安从一开始的坐在床边

变成这个样子的玩电脑

不要躺，不用躺，不用你的屁股啦，哈哈哈 XD

那个达达也没有好到哪里去

看着他玩电脑的chess game看到我一头问号，告诉他我不会下棋

他还反过来笑我，说：

“ 下棋这么容易的东西你不会玩啊？哎哟好心你去撞墙啦，容易到~ ”

你听他讲！从一开始充满信心的“我一定会赢！”加认真的表情

认真-ing

認真-ing

认真-ing

到最后的：“TMD！！我输了啊！！！”

“ 唉呀，刚才不应该下那一步的，下错棋啊！！”

你问建安他总共重复了这整个process多少轮 =.=

差不多十一点的时候，慧云说她要出发了，

我还叫他顺便带 monopoly 来

没办法，我爱玩但家里没有 >.<

结果她真的带来了！不过呢，到最后还是没有玩

因为第一，那几个都跟我讲：“杨思恩，很懒啊，不要啦~”

唯一一个配合我的达达却和我同样面临一个问题：

到底一开始每个人要拿多少钱啊？谁懂？

最后我和达达的对话只剩下：

“ WOI，去分钱eh....!! ” “你去分啦！！”

重复了至少十几轮，重复到阿云和建安都不想理我们

So, sorry ah, Monopoly service not included in our "hotel" XD

第三，Free Wi-Fi available

在知道我家有wi-fi可以上网之后

在阿云来了之后, 建安开始发疯了，开始用他的 laptop log in 去阿云的 facebook 里乱写 status

又很顺便的开始 tag 我和达达乱写 status

我一不甘愿又用我的 laptop 和他博过，

演变成四个人在同一间房间里用着两架不同的laptop在 facebook 里互相 PK

OK，我承认，是很无聊一下的咯， 哈哈哈~~~~~~

欲知详情，请分别到我，建安或达达的 facebook 去看一看，哈哈

第四，没有限制人数的床

都已经说了来我家的目的就是为了要懒惰，所以基本上也没有安排什么节目

全部看到床只想睡觉，就全部真的挤到床上去了！

那个建安还对达达 XXX

不过看他笑得这么开心，他似乎很享受，呵呵

集体偷懒的样子

第五，免费的长枕任你抱

那个达达不知道怎么迷上了我的长枕，一直抱着不放

’

陶醉到~~~ :D

因为阿云要载她弟弟，所以大约一点就走了

而我就提出要带那两个到七喜去吃东西，好怀念那里哦

以前中学的时候留下来补习时常到那里去吃

还请了那两个一餐，没办法，那两个可是我买到 laptop 的大功臣啊~

还帮我 install 一大堆 software，请他们吃也是应该的~ =）

看我多好，在这里帮忙宣传你们有多好，哈哈

不过其实还有达达的爸爸，达达你好像还没有告诉我你爸爸喜欢吃什么水果哦！

之间达达还发生了一些小插曲，我们三个知道就好啦，哈哈

之后，建安把达达送回家后，到我家拿他的电脑后，也和我说拜拜啦~

其实他们在我家大约有整四到五个小时，我也不知道我们到底做了些什么

看样子，来我家还真的是名副其实的来懒惰罢了，哈哈~~~

不过我想啊，只有好朋友才能这样无聊的消磨时间而不尴尬吧，赞同吗？ =）

To 贞荣：

你不来还真的是浪费了，不过知道你最近为了某些事而搞得很心烦，

只想说无论你做什么决定，我都会支持你，

/

只要你觉得对，那就坚持你的决定吧，

/

最重要的是你要开心，加油 =）

P/S: 第六，还有免费的 camera service, 不然哪来的照片啊？

以后谁要来入住我这件hotel， 本小姐无任欢迎！^^

PC Fair 2010

18 .4 .2010

A day out with friends today --- Goin to PC fair!!! =)

Miss my friends so muchiii!!! And hope to buy my laptop there~~~

The gang goin including me, Chim Yoong, KianAnn, ChuanDa, Ah Mok, Teong Hoe, Zhi Qian and Cheang Yee

Poor KianAnn knocked his car and get scratched a bit when he do reverse parking.

Guess I'm too heavy XD

Chim Yoong even complimented him for sucess in doing reverse parking

If only u're in the car when it goes BUMP, hahaha~~~ XD

After all of us reached, only I realised that all of them are having a Touch N Go except for me and Cheang Yee

Some forget to bring, but still they have ONE!!

Omigoooosh, I think I really out ade~ >.<

After spending hours in KTM + LRT, finally we reached KLCC!!

During our lunch at Burger King, Teong Hoe starts busy-ing with his photo snapping again.You should see how he grab Zhi Qian to SELF TAKE PICTURE in front of all of us!!

Gosh, I used to think it was my authority before~ But it seems like Teong Hoe is addicted to it! Bo bian la, kena influenced by me this ji mui XD

And Chuan Da certainly can't stop talking when his mouth is full. Chim Yoong arh, hou sam lei advice your friend a bit la~! :p

Finally we stepped into the Hall 5 where we started our journey in PC Fair.

Guess whom the 1st person I saw in there? Samantha!! She's working at one of the booth there, dunno wat brand ady~ but FUIYOH~!! She really turns pretty ady! So fair..... Gotta survey wat skin products were she using lately :D

After that we are separated into two gangs: ZhiQian and TeongHoe wanna look for their own stuff~

So we just walked around the PC fair and looked around~~

Sooooooo many laptopssss there!!

Due to my serious lackness of knowledge towards laptops and desktops,

I've hired Mr. Tan Chuan Da to becum my Personal Consultant for FREE for the day.

He's an expert in this field ma~~ =)

So my job there is to take all the flyers and catalogs distributed there and bring it bek to Chuan Da. First time in my life I was ASKING for flyers instead of SAYING NO to it. :D

And truly, next time i need to prepare my mental 1st before going to PC Fair.

Why, there so many models there! So slim so pretty, I seriously no eye see. *GULP*

Btw I met Mun Kit and Lixin there too..!!! XD

When we come to the section of PENDRIVES, Ah Mok, Kian Ann and Chim Yoong were buying 4GB pendrive each and all of them were trying to persuade me for buying another one, telling me that it will be useful in the future.

After thinking..... FINE, I bought one in the end. My "immune system" towards sales are seriously getting worse =(

After we've been through all the laptops section, me and Chuan Da gt out from the hall and SIT at the corridor there. Well, it's common for me but Chuan Da wor~~ I tot he love his clean image very much =)

Then we start discuss about my laptop:

"Whats your budget?"

"Below RM2500..."

"Any specific functions emphasized?"

"No...."

"Like any brands?"

"I dun even know gt wat brand~"

" (=.=) .... "

Fine. At the end he short listed out a few laptops after looking at their functions and A CALL to his father. Expert in the Expert, ;)

We begin to go to the booth of those brands and checking out those laptops. The best part is playing with the webcam of the laptop and secretly snap a photo of Chuan Da. Originated by Kian Ann, bwahahaha =)

Well, finally I choose a laptop, DELL branded. But I didn't bring money and end up paying deposit for it and take it later.

Tonnes of comments received, but no matter good or bad, as long it can be used, I'm satisfied with it. =)

But the point is...!!!!

There is a promotion during the PC Fair, and by getting the laptop during the period of PC Fair, I'll get a 4GB pendrive for FREE!!!

So whats the point I'm buying the 4GB pendrive at the beginning?

My RM30 arr~~~~~

But luckily Kian Ann promised to buy it from me later, he say he need it~ Lucky me :D

At the end of the day, we've met up and prepare to go home together.

But Kian Ann suddenly feeling unwell and ***** (I better dun say it out here, I dun wanna gt killed!!!) But lucky he's alright at the end, take care ok?

As we're waiting for the arrival of KTM, we've met Shien Hock and Bing Yaw who were also just bek from the PC Fair. They seemed surprised when they see only ME (Ah Mok go bek ady), the only girl there with other 6 boys. This is actually a real common thing for me ady as for usual, the max presence of girl will be me, Ah Mok and Yin Yee nia, but really, I dunno what expression should I gave them. If only you know what am I in their eyes: A person whom they called heng dai, okay? Haha :D

We are truly crazy on that day as we're brave enough to take KTM and LRT during the peak hour at about 6pm like that.

Wow, the KTM is certainly packed!!!

Unfortunately, me, Kian Ann, Chuan Da and Chim Yoong were separated with Zhi Qian and Teong Hoe while trying to board into the KTM.

The four of us were squeezed like sardines for sure! We can't even move!

We almost fall asleep during the way back to Kajang, too tired =(

It was really a hectic day for us usually to Kian Ann and Chim Yoong, both of them are going bek to Taylor that night.

But I'm really having a good time with all of them and sometimes I just wish that this kind of happy hours will last longer, but on Monday, we just still need to go bek to our own life.

Missing my secondary school life. =(

Tonnes of thanks to Chuan Da again and again.

After spending the whole time searching for my laptop at PC Fair, he even offer to give me a lift to the computer company to take my laptop which is located in KL. Just in case anything happened during our journey by KTM.

Thanks

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I love you guys all!!! :)

An Unexpecting Visit =)

17.4.2010

家里电话突然响了起来，电话那头传来建安的声音：

“ Woi，你是不会接你的手提电话的是吗？”

“ 我的手提电话？不懂又丢去那里了～”

“ Walao, 你的电话拿来做什么？拿去丢掉算了啦！”

“ 你第一天认识我咩？！！”

“ 算，现在我和川达在你家门口，要去吃午餐，要不要一起去？”

我走出去看，哇，真的哦，那两个真的在外面～！

还要带着黑眼镜 =.=

才知道原来那两个刚去川达家来，现在要吃午餐，就 “特地” 转过来找我一起

说要在我花园前面吃午餐

当时我就想，反正在自家花园，有谁不认识的？真打算就这样咬着一粒苹果出去算了

怎知我听到那两个在车上的嫌我衣服老土，在那里呱呱叫

算，我换！！！！！！

衣服裤子我都换，甘愿吗？

神经二人组 =.=

因為建安讲川达欠他一餐，就叫我介绍最贵的店给他，最后决定吃 Bak Kut Teh

没办法，这是我那里最贵的了

我以为要自己掏腰包付钱吃饭，就说我吃饱了

可是在点餐的时候，我就很顺便的东点一点，西点一点

结果满桌子除了川达的菜以外，其他是我爱吃的

明明其实只请建安, 却很顺便的请了我一餐 XD

最好笑的是...!!!!

川达突然问我们：“你们有没有带钱包在身上？”

建安 + 我 >>> 忘了

结果川达一脸黑黑的答我们：“够力，我身上只有一张五十块.... =.=”

我们你看我，我看你，就开始商量是不是要留下来洗碗~

川达一边吃就一边念：

“惨咯，等一下不够钱给怎么办？”

“都是你啦，死杨思恩，等下你跟我留下来洗碗！”

“叫这么多菜做什么？我们又不用吃那么多~”

“我身上总共有RM59， 应该够用的~~~”

“如果这一餐要超过 RM50 我就跟他搏过！”

他的嘴巴是很忙的咯，一边吃饭一边念经

Conclusion is >> 下次和川达吃饭要记得带钱包 XD

到要结帐的时候，我们三个同时望向那张账单去 -----

RM44

同时间大家一起呼~~~ 了一声..... 因为不用洗碗了！哈哈哈

之后因为他们两个也说没事做，就干脆到我家坐坐

建安也把他的手提电脑带了下来

我们就顺便研究他电脑里有什么game咯~

结果我们居然玩起了 SCRABBLE

大家应该很熟悉吧？

一开始我们三个只是乱玩，没想到居然破了第一关，赢了！！

我们又再继续玩下去，可是输了....!!

川达超级激动，一直吵着说有没有英文字典

最后我拿了一本OXFORD 字典给他 - 2003 年的

拜托，那是我家最先进的字典了，还嫌？！

于是，一场惊心动魄的战斗开始了

三个臭皮匠 + 一本英文字典 VS 电脑 SCRABBLE 第二关

建安负责在格子中找最高分的，

川达负责找字典，

我负责.... 喊 XD

结果？我们还是....输了 =.=

我们三个是气到头顶都冒烟了！！！

事实证明：三个臭皮匠，够一个诸葛亮 ------ 是骗人的！@@

把头伸出房间一望，原来我们已经玩了整一个多小时接近两个小时了，

和他们说再见后，才发现啊，原来只要是和朋友在一起，

玩什么都好玩 =)

I HATE DRIVING

I FAIL MY DRIVING TEST AGAIN

Yesterday I practiced the 3 things: slope, parking and 3 point turn non stop for 3 hours and not even a single speck of problem.

I thought I will pass today, really, and being confident in myself.

Last time I slipped down the slope in my 1st driving test and thats the only thing I worry about.

When it comes to my turn, I drove my car cautiously up the slope and YES

I finished that section perfectly.

I was feeling really relieved as I never deal with problems with parking and 3 point turn, so I guess I'll pass at that moment.

But after I finished my parking and raise my hand up, the JPJ person come looked and looked again.

Then I was asked to get down the car and he want to show me something.

My car, my bumper, my side mirror all inside the white space, only the left front tyre quite close to the white line cz I din straightened it. AND the person failed me for the reason:

YOUR TYRE SEEMS TO TOUCH THE WHITE LINE FROM THE FRONT SIGHT

I was blur at the moment and still trying to process the reason he gave me.

When I gt down the car, Bing Tyan even asked me surprisingly:

"Your parking gt problem meh? Why fail the parking?"

I was like shooking my heads and give him a don't ask me anything expression.

After I sat down and think properly, I was getting really angry at the JPJ person and the reason he gave me. It is seriously unacceptable!

So I go and find the uncle who's goin to fetch me home and tell him about it.

The uncle suggested me to go find the pegawai JPJ in office and ask whether u can retake the test. I REALLY go although I was really scared and of course, the answer is still a big NO. Anyway thanks to Bing Tyan really, he is willing to be my witness although he also scared of the JPJ pegawai. Tonnes of thanks for him. =)

I was really sad about it afterwards, not because I can't drive, but because I've let everyone down, even myself.

My aunt who taught me driving

My mum who hope I can fetch my siblings after getting my car license

My sis who already planned to shop everywhere she can with me as the driver

My friends who sent lots of wishes to me bfore I get my car test

and ME who hope too much on myself

Surprisingly, the JPJ officers are extremely strict today and at least half of us fail.

On the way home, I was told that today a dunno wat BIG officer come today and of course they have to be strict in front of him.

Today is seriously not my day!!

Even those who give them duit kopi before also fail.

I don't like driving, or specificly - I HATE DRIVING

But I need to, and I really do put efforts into the 2nd car test.

But today's incident makes me feel like all my efforts are useless and my money are wasted for nothing. Yet I still need to pay more hundreds of ringgit to retake the car test again. Feel sorry to my mom.

By the way, thanks to all those friends whom sent me greetings and wishes before

and especially Kian Ann and Chim Yoong.

Both of them are nice enough to tam me when I was in the bad mood till I feel better. Before I really feel like cryin d ler!!

Thanks x 10000000000000000000000000

Moreover, Chim Yoong promised to be my long term driver till I passed my car test and even I passed my car test, hehe~ and also Kian Ann who promised to belanja me a meal after I passed my car test.

It's quite unusual for me to be so emo, but no worries,

guess I'll be happy by tomorrow morning after getting a nice long sleep.

Totally not in the mood of retake my car test now.

New Blogskin

Stop cursing me there for being so FREE to change my blogskin all over again.

Thx to all those "comments" which actually threathening me to change it ASAP due to the unavaibility to view my posts thru IE.

Aiyo, hou sam larh, why dun you guys update your internet to Google Chrome?

Always nag me for being so outdated wor... XD

Changed to a much more simpler blogskin

No navigations, no rabbits. Happy? :)

Hope you guys like it though~

Anyway yesterday was my bro's b'day and today is my lil sis b'day

What a coincidence right?

But according to my mum, she actually plan to give birth to my lil sis on the same day of my bro.Unfortunately my sis din really "listened" to her and popped out to this world jz a day earlier.

My mum even emo about this for a while.

I was like "Really...? =.=" when I heard about this.

Now I think I know why I always crap around and enjoy doing nonsense things - I was borned with the genes!

Anyway, a real happy birthday to them! =)

Tomorrow I'm goin to learn driving again for 3 hours and retake my car test on Tuesday.

Honestly, I don't have much confidence in passing the 2nd car test.

I'm just not one of the fan of being car driver and seriously prefer to be the passenger more and disturb the driver.

Wish me luck. :(

JPA interview

Today is the day...................... I've been waiting for this day till my neck was long like giraffe!!

Cz I can't stand my mum's nagging anymore >.<

First, wake up early in the morning to find Pn. Chua for my recommendation letter. She's finishing the letter in a hurry on yesterday nite! It's so sweet of her =)

Later, after getting changed into a set of blue baju kurung, me and my mum get set to go Ah Yuin's house. She's havin the interview at the same place on the same time with me, so she's goin to fetch me there! So lucky! =) When me and my mum was resting at Yuin's house, suddenly I discovered something serious:

ME: Yuin, y all ur copies are copped by something?

YUIN: Erm, ya.... Our copies nid to be sahkan rite? It means tat we nid to bring it to the sch and let the teacher to cop it....

I was like OMG

Thunders and lightning are striking over my head

and my mum was like Y I HAD SUCH CARELESS DAUGHTER

Me and my mum both stop smiling and I was beginning to worry about my interview. Am I still be able to attend the interview? I called Kang Zi at 1st to make sure whether all those copies nid to be copped and sadly the answer is >> YES. But after that Kang Zi keep on sending some encouraging words for me and Yuin and keep soothing our tension mood. But wat more important is, she told me that bfore on the day she interview, same case happen and the person was asked to certified it and pass it up later on, no more. Nothing really happens. That really make me feel a bit relieved. *PHEW* Mwahsss for her. =)

On the way to Putrajaya Convention Centre, I try to memorize a bit about how to intro myself.

I choose SOCIAL SCIENCE which I really don't know wat it is and at the end, I choose to say that my ambition is to become a criminologist. I think I watched Criminal Minds too much lately and I was really crazy for the Dr. Reid inside the drama who is a superb genius! Plus, I gt more points to elaborate on it instead of psychology. I rather choose something which I can talk more about it so I won't paiseh in front of others instead of other courses I more familliar with. Weirdo. When I try to translate my intro into Malay, another thing popped into my mind:

Wat is criminology and criminologist in Malay??!!

I was strucked at the moment and gt panic immediately. An immediate impulse was sent by my brain to my hand - Sending sms to friends and ask them help me checked online!!! I know this seems crazy but fortunately, many of them reply me and I was like *PHEW* again. Dear friends, to those who have received my msg and replied me, I'm much obliged to your help and tonnes of thanks to all of you. Next I belanja all of u sweets arr.... Miao~

Finally, we reached there and the building was huge! We did met some of our old friends there, like Liang Bin (he's so handsome today!), Yim Jia Jun(he's fairer now, guess he's using Fair and Lovely), and Yi Qin. Ah Yuin looked like an OL definitely! Nice outfit which suits her real enough... Sui ah! When it was my turn to register, my hands were trembling and I was asking is a shaky voice:

"Sir, you see..... I forget to sahkan my copies and...."

The person stopped me and say:" Oh, nvm~ Did you bring your real one instead of the copied one? Ok, I'll lead you to the front and there's a pegawai who will help you sahkan."

I was stunned for a moment and just followed him with my mind blank. Well, it seems nothing after all as the pegawai just copped and gv it back to me. No more. Another *PHEW* for me which makes my mood extremely good...!! =)

After checking which panels we're in to and the time we're gettin interviewed, I was separated with Ah Yuin~ I was in panel 14 and being interviewed on 3pm. There still an hour for me to relax. At there, I knew some new friends~!!! Actually I dun really remember their names, but there are other 3 Chinese gals which are in the same panel and same time with me! So I just begin to start chit-chattin and joking with them and yes, WE'RE NOISY!! Laughing for no reason and others were lookin at us with their hand holding notes~ Even the person who help us to register were starin at us like we're aliens. I bet Chim Yoong will scold me BOON if he see this. Cincai la XD

Finally, the time has come! The lucky me get the 1st number but I really didn't care at all. Perhaps I was too high at the moment, hehe. Then we go in, stand, and sit. First, they asked us to intro ourselves and asked us two questions: One we nid to answer in BM and another in BI.

BM>> Bagaimanakah akan anda terjemahkan konsep 1 Malaysia melalui profisien anda?

BI>> What do you think is the causes of children abuse nowadays?

Wan to know how I answer it? Juz ask me ;)

Btw I laughed a few times in the interview room and the juri laughed too! About the ans I gave~ Is it a good thing or in the other way round? Anyway I did enjoy the whole interview and the atmosphere was relaxing and funny as well. The last *PHEW* for me. Guess we're lucky for getting such nice juri =) But after we stepped out the room, the others complimented me for doing a great job in the room. Really? Hehe XD

The interview is over and it was sad to say goodbye to my new friends even we just noe each others for about 2 hours :( Not really hoping much on gettin JPA scholarship but this is definitely a new experience for me! And I really think today was my lucky day after getting a free lift from Ah Yuin's mom and managed to survived after FORGETTING to certified my copies~

Ups and downs happened all the time,

but what we need to do is to keep moving on.

S.M.I.L.E

P/S: The Malay for criminology is kriminologi and for criminologist is kriminolog ;)

Recent situation

Looks like recently I on my bloggie frequently~

Well, I admit the click into my blog is just to view my new changed blogskin.I like it soooooo much! Spend quite lots of time on it. Gonna start my college life soon and it seems quite tough from what I've heard. Seems like I'm not going to have the time to change my blogskin later - which means tat u guys will nid to bear wif my new blogskin for a long long time. Yay :)

Blogging nonsense here

Btw, I think I'm goin to further my studies in HELP college, but i didn't hear any one of YuHua-rians study in HELP yet. New environment, new schedule, new friend, new life. Wonder if I can handle it. Gonna miss my friends so much :( I feel sad for HELP too. Looks like HELP is goin to face a new disaster by the attendance of ME, thats what JJ Wong says. He says I'm gonna make the whole college burst wif noise. Plus, I don't think I'll stop talking either. So...

Sorry ah, HELP =)

P/S: Which room will you choose as your room? An old big room or a small new room?

Life was getting a bit hectic for me lately.

Not becoz of working, but busy checking for scholarships online

Some more I'm facing lotsa news which certainly hold an important role in deciding my future..!

1st : I'm not going to Singapore anymore.

Thats the first news which shocked me to hell. Before when I was applying for polytechnics at Singapore, the words my uncle and my sister-in-law gave strongly gives me a thought that I'm definitely gonna gt enrolled into any one of the polytechnics for sure. When I checked the results online, it turns out into ---

YEONG SZE ERN UNSUCESSFUL

I admit that I was surprised and sad with the unexpected result, but surprisingly, I'm not acting sad as I thought I will be, but you should see my mum's expression. Her world turned into black and white instead of mine. So sad to see her like that. :(

And tonnes of sorry to all whom I've told them I may be goin to Singapore. Looks like it remained a "may be" dream after all.

2nd : I failed my car test.

This ain't really a huge news to me as I'm expecting myself to fail (dunno y), but it's like throwing an atomic bomb into my sister's new room. You should see how flares glowing in my sister eyes when she "welcomed" me back home. Yish, now I'm the one who drives ok? Just becoz I delay ur shopping plans doesn't mean that I'm a bad girl. ( Plus, who dares to drive old mother's car?)

3rd : An interview for me to get JPA scholarships.

First of all, I will like to say sorry to those whom I told that I didn't apply for JPA scholarships. The fact is : I DID apply for JPA scholarship. =x

The reason I lied is when I saw many of you saying that you're gettin interviewed for the JPA scholarships, I keep on refresh my email and found nothing in my mailbox. Aiyo, I dun wan paiseh ma, thats why I lied... *sorry*

Until I chat wif QiaoWei thru the phone, only I knew that we should log into the JPA website and check it ourselves. An immediate response was taken and yup, a TAHNIAH showed up :)

Gettin confused now. Thinking of further my studies in HELP college but my mum keep on finding another better way for me.I know she loves me but sometimes I half wished that I wasn't the eldest.

Mummy is trying her very best to find the very best way for her very best daughter.

But which way is the very best way? I doubt it.

P/S: Any tips about facing JPA interviews?

不一样

我选择了一条与别人不一样的路

即便一开始大家都给了我许多劝告，

希望我做的决定是最好的，

但最终，我还是走了这条不被看好的路。

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这条路，说不辛苦，是假的。

虽然说在之前就应该有个心理准备，

但还是会有一些力步从心。

让我最难受的，

不是工作太累，

不是不够睡，

不是薪水太少，

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而是被逼远离你们，我亲爱的家人和朋友。

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到外面独立生活后，才真正理解到赚钱的辛苦

‘

当你饿的时候有热腾腾的饭菜吃

当你累的时候可以一觉睡到天亮

当你无聊的时候想做什么都行

当你想家的时候你的家人就在你身边

’

你是真的，真的，真的，很幸福。

‘

当我一个人在外头的时候，我才发现我是多么的需要我的家人

’

妈妈

啊慧

啊聪

啊意

‘

当我们之前能住在一起的时候，我是多么的不知足啊！

每个星期能回来看你们一次是我最期待的时刻

深深体会到我们能成为一家人是多么幸运的一件事

为了你们我流了不少的泪

这就是所谓的想家吧？

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当我望着我手机里，那个标着‘回忆’的文件夹里头的照片时

我总是会情不自禁的哭了起来

中学时代的我们

一起互相扶持走过了五年

这五年以来，

酸，甜，苦，辣

我们都尝遍了

这些点点滴滴，这些刻骨铭心的回忆，岂能忘记？

原来你们已在不知不觉中，成了我生命中的一部分

‘

朋友，你们还好么？

其中一个我最不想离开这里的理由，

就是以后我们将很难再见面

我们的感情，我相信能一直到永久，真的

’

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才那一个月，我却如此想念着你们，

只想说：

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家里每一个人， 我爱你们

我的每一个朋友，我记挂你们

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