Ding Dong~

24/12/2010

虽然还在适应中，但我会记住这个日期的 :)



就这样继续吵吵闹闹吧，你！听见了吗？=p





P/S：谢谢所有之前“鼎立相助”的朋友，不管是真的要帮忙还是太鸡婆了 ;)

回柔佛去

这次的假期特别有意义：

[ 我和我妹妹两个人居然就这样搭巴士到柔佛去照顾我公公和婆婆俩人 ]

以往啊，只有每年新年才会回去一次。
头一次只有我们两个人回去，还真是有点奇怪，而且也有点怕怕。
毕竟以往要是面对他们词穷的时候，总可以找妈妈或其他人当救星~

第一晚

因为巴士坏了，结果我们差不多九点才到公公家，
却发现公公婆婆也还没吃 - 他们在等我们一同吃晚餐。
那一刻，心猛地抽了一下。


第二天

我和妹妹一同打扫家里，再次发现家里肮脏的不象样 - 像没人住的那样
满天满地的壁虎大便，到处都不满了灰尘
我一直在想：究竟他们两个是怎么在这种环境下活着的呢？难道没发现这些污垢吗？
但事实上，他们懂，却因为无法亲手打理家里，只好装作不懂。
这似乎比真正的不懂还来得更难受。
我和妹妹，再次由衷地同情起公公婆婆。
然而，为了迎接我们两个，公公很费心地准备三餐，有鱼有肉有菜，
通常不会出现在他们平时菜谱里的东西都有了，
感动，不在话下。


第三天

我们帮忙在油棕园施肥，帮忙在后院的小田地里拔草。
这些活儿，他们都干不起了。
然而我没想到，八十六岁高龄的公公居然还会作弄我，还叫我“傻仔！”
但是，我听见公公发出了哈哈哈的笑声，
心想：搞不好，今年就这么一次，他有机会这样开怀大笑吧？
这时，当个傻仔也愿意。


和他们相处了三天下来，发现其实他们真的很需要人陪。
哪怕只是坐在那里静静不出声，细听他们想说的一切，他们也很满足了。
记得我们要走的那天，公公婆婆都很舍不得我们。
原本打算早上离开的我们，却一直留到了两点多才离开。


公公婆婆等着吧，新年我们会再回来的！ :)

家庭大出游

觉得今天是个有意义的一天，所以选择了用华语来表达 :)


今天，和全家人一起浩浩荡荡地出发去了Mid Valley。
也许对你们来说，这个地方不算陌生，甚至厌倦，
但对我们家来说，就不一样了。
平时的阿妈，总是忙于工作，要她多休息或放假，却总是不听。
难得她提出说要带我们出去走走，对我们四姐弟来说，能不是件令人振奋的事吗？ :)


在我们家，就是不一样。
至少对我来说，就是那么的不一样。
对很多人来说，和父母出去，吃饭要他们付钱是件理所当然的事。
可是在我们家，我和二妹通常是自付的，也许是比较大的关系吧~ 而且额外的东西也是自付哦
但今天，妈妈却抢着说要付我们的饭钱。
就为了这么一件区区的小事，我在我妈的脸上看到了一位身为母亲的骄傲。


不知道为什么，那一刹那，我为我有这个家而感到骄傲。
即便我们不是最有钱的，家里那辆破车也应该没人想偷，妈妈也不是什么上流社会，
我却愿意挽着她的手，告诉全天下：

她是我妈妈。

我们就这样看了一部电影，到处晃啊晃，就回家了，哈哈 =p
你问我开心吗？
:)

“全世界都换不回我的家人。”


人总是要经历过事情才懂得珍惜 :)

Finally~

Finally, I'm back to my old paradise :)
I can't believe how long I left my darling here, comparing to before where I can constantly update everyday~

Yeap, college life definitely suits the word BUSY.
I wonder if I'm just the one who thinks or feels so, but seriously as a HELP student, the workload can kill me sometimes :/

Notes
Assignments
Term papers
Quizzes
Exams

YET, thats not the really thing that could kill me.
I know my problem is because of my lousy time management, and that can be fixed.

But the true thing that could actually kill me is RELATIONSHIPS.
I realised that, I just can't be my old self anymore.
Being the true me - I get rumours and ignores in return.
Almost everything I did can mean something else to others, even though it's just small thing that I never, ever think that it can be misinterpreted or particularly, distorted to that way.

College is a small society, SERIOUS.
I do learn a lot from it~

But the point is, I'm not here to fret about it.
But i admit, it's hard to go through all he disappointments and self doubts.
U may say or think anyway u like, but still, I'm still me.
It's funny to think that because of those rumours, I even think of closing my blog before, just in case they found it and talk bad about it. Crazy huh?

Well, I do hope that I can be a better self after goin thru all these things, of course.
Lessons I learned in my 2nd sem:

1) Stop comparing with others. It'll make you ended up suffocated and die with nobody bothers to give you even a flower at your funeral.

2) Don't talk so much.
You know outside there's the existence of "MISINTERPRETATION ---> "RUMOURS"

I sounded a bit aggressive here, but no worries, I'm not transforming into one of those emo, moody, crazy, kepoh fella.
So much to say, yet my conclusion is:

SEM 2 HAS ENDED.
So lets just forget about it. ;)

Starting my holiday, and preparing to use a new attitude to face my future life and sem 3.

And after all I've gone through,
just want to thank any one of you who still believe in who I am before.
The crazy, sampat, kepoh, gila fella ;)
And of course, those who always support me~
In case I lose myself, please be kind and remind me about it.
I miss myself more thn anyone of you do.

Life still goes on, cheers :)