My Diaries ♥

Staying Outside

2011-01-28T07:23:00.000-08:00

Well, finally... I gt to move out from my house!
Seriously, after 2nd sem,
I really beh tahan travelling to HELP college ade, will die man!!

Moved to somewhere near my college, not really near~ but still, I'm satisfied :)

First - I get to stay in a single room.
Second - The rent is relatively cheap. RM350 for a small single room, including all the electricity & water fees, WiFi provided, kitchen and washing machine are usable... Where to find another at Damansara weih?
Third - I get to sleep at least 7 hours per day! Weeeeeeeee~ ;)

Everyday I need to walk about 10 mins before I reach my college.
Although everyone keep complaining about the distance, yet I'm ok wif it.
In fact, I enjoyed the walk :)
Enjoying the morning breeze, looking around for monkeys, smelling flowers around~
I seem like changed into a totally different person comparing to the ME in 2nd sem.
Guess environment does affects someone mood alot xD

I finally got the chance to enjoy the part of SOCIALIZING in university life.

I am a chatterbox in nature, and I just will die without friends and people around me.
Yet I dun get the chance to go out wif my friends bfore, which I regret a lot....
I get to know a lot more people in sem 3, since I finally get to sit down and have lunch with them without worrying my homework left undone =x
Some of them are real interesting, and its fun to have them around.
Trying to know lots of different people are fun,
And I love it :)

Comparing to what I've been thru in 2nd sem, I seriously treasure what I have in 3rd sem.

I just have a feel that.... I could have been thru all these things earlier..

IF only I move out earlier~

Just simple outings, having lunch together, sit down and 38 together....
All of these touched my heart alot.
Praying that all these precious feeling don't disappear....
Lets just live my last sem well :)

Oh ya, living outside make me realise many other thingy:

1) U MUST LEARN HOW TO COOK!!

Suddenly got so interested in cooking, although I just cooked egg and Maggi Mee so far xD
Gambateh ya! You can do it!

2) A POSITIVE ATTITUDE IS A MUST~

S.M.I.L.E. everyone!!

Happy Chinese New Year =)

Ding Dong~

2010-12-26T10:17:00.000-08:00

24/12/2010

虽然还在适应中，但我会记住这个日期的 :)

就这样继续吵吵闹闹吧，你！听见了吗？=p

P/S：谢谢所有之前“鼎立相助”的朋友，不管是真的要帮忙还是太鸡婆了 ;)

回柔佛去

2010-12-26T09:23:00.000-08:00

这次的假期特别有意义：

[ 我和我妹妹两个人居然就这样搭巴士到柔佛去照顾我公公和婆婆俩人 ]

以往啊，只有每年新年才会回去一次。
头一次只有我们两个人回去，还真是有点奇怪，而且也有点怕怕。
毕竟以往要是面对他们词穷的时候，总可以找妈妈或其他人当救星~

第一晚

因为巴士坏了，结果我们差不多九点才到公公家，
却发现公公婆婆也还没吃 - 他们在等我们一同吃晚餐。
那一刻，心猛地抽了一下。

第二天

我和妹妹一同打扫家里，再次发现家里肮脏的不象样 - 像没人住的那样
满天满地的壁虎大便，到处都不满了灰尘
我一直在想：究竟他们两个是怎么在这种环境下活着的呢？难道没发现这些污垢吗？
但事实上，他们懂，却因为无法亲手打理家里，只好装作不懂。
这似乎比真正的不懂还来得更难受。
我和妹妹，再次由衷地同情起公公婆婆。
然而，为了迎接我们两个，公公很费心地准备三餐，有鱼有肉有菜，
通常不会出现在他们平时菜谱里的东西都有了，
感动，不在话下。

第三天

我们帮忙在油棕园施肥，帮忙在后院的小田地里拔草。
这些活儿，他们都干不起了。
然而我没想到，八十六岁高龄的公公居然还会作弄我，还叫我“傻仔！”
但是，我听见公公发出了哈哈哈的笑声，
心想：搞不好，今年就这么一次，他有机会这样开怀大笑吧？
这时，当个傻仔也愿意。

和他们相处了三天下来，发现其实他们真的很需要人陪。
哪怕只是坐在那里静静不出声，细听他们想说的一切，他们也很满足了。
记得我们要走的那天，公公婆婆都很舍不得我们。
原本打算早上离开的我们，却一直留到了两点多才离开。

公公婆婆等着吧，新年我们会再回来的！ :)

家庭大出游

2010-12-09T06:31:00.000-08:00

觉得今天是个有意义的一天，所以选择了用华语来表达 :)

今天，和全家人一起浩浩荡荡地出发去了Mid Valley。
也许对你们来说，这个地方不算陌生，甚至厌倦，
但对我们家来说，就不一样了。
平时的阿妈，总是忙于工作，要她多休息或放假，却总是不听。
难得她提出说要带我们出去走走，对我们四姐弟来说，能不是件令人振奋的事吗？ :)

在我们家，就是不一样。
至少对我来说，就是那么的不一样。
对很多人来说，和父母出去，吃饭要他们付钱是件理所当然的事。
可是在我们家，我和二妹通常是自付的，也许是比较大的关系吧~ 而且额外的东西也是自付哦
但今天，妈妈却抢着说要付我们的饭钱。
就为了这么一件区区的小事，我在我妈的脸上看到了一位身为母亲的骄傲。

不知道为什么，那一刹那，我为我有这个家而感到骄傲。
即便我们不是最有钱的，家里那辆破车也应该没人想偷，妈妈也不是什么上流社会，
我却愿意挽着她的手，告诉全天下：

她是我妈妈。

我们就这样看了一部电影，到处晃啊晃，就回家了，哈哈 =p
你问我开心吗？
:)

“全世界都换不回我的家人。”

人总是要经历过事情才懂得珍惜 :)

Finally~

2010-12-08T07:09:00.000-08:00

Finally, I'm back to my old paradise :)
I can't believe how long I left my darling here, comparing to before where I can constantly update everyday~

Yeap, college life definitely suits the word BUSY.
I wonder if I'm just the one who thinks or feels so, but seriously as a HELP student, the workload can kill me sometimes :/

Notes
Assignments
Term papers
Quizzes
Exams

YET, thats not the really thing that could kill me.
I know my problem is because of my lousy time management, and that can be fixed.

But the true thing that could actually kill me is RELATIONSHIPS.
I realised that, I just can't be my old self anymore.
Being the true me - I get rumours and ignores in return.
Almost everything I did can mean something else to others, even though it's just small thing that I never, ever think that it can be misinterpreted or particularly, distorted to that way.

College is a small society, SERIOUS.
I do learn a lot from it~

But the point is, I'm not here to fret about it.
But i admit, it's hard to go through all he disappointments and self doubts.
U may say or think anyway u like, but still, I'm still me.
It's funny to think that because of those rumours, I even think of closing my blog before, just in case they found it and talk bad about it. Crazy huh?

Well, I do hope that I can be a better self after goin thru all these things, of course.
Lessons I learned in my 2nd sem:

1) Stop comparing with others. It'll make you ended up suffocated and die with nobody bothers to give you even a flower at your funeral.

2) Don't talk so much.
You know outside there's the existence of "MISINTERPRETATION ---> "RUMOURS"

I sounded a bit aggressive here, but no worries, I'm not transforming into one of those emo, moody, crazy, kepoh fella.
So much to say, yet my conclusion is:

SEM 2 HAS ENDED.
So lets just forget about it. ;)

Starting my holiday, and preparing to use a new attitude to face my future life and sem 3.

And after all I've gone through,
just want to thank any one of you who still believe in who I am before.
The crazy, sampat, kepoh, gila fella ;)
And of course, those who always support me~
In case I lose myself, please be kind and remind me about it.
I miss myself more thn anyone of you do.

Life still goes on, cheers :)

。。。

2010-05-03T05:30:00.000-07:00

不開心的事總會過去的

就讓它過去吧

An Expected Visit :D

2010-04-24T05:11:00.000-07:00

听建安说星期五那天 Taylor 放假，就干脆把他叫来家里坐坐

‘

可是他说如果是这样的话川达也要来

慧云无意间听到了也说要来偷懒，睡觉懒惰一下

我干脆把贞荣也叫来

最后在 22.4.2010 那天，我的家+房间成了免费的旅馆 - FREE HOTEL

不要小看我家的免费旅馆哦！Offer的service还是很不错下的

第一：有免费的早餐吃，completely free!!

当天一大早建安和川达就先来到我家"check in"

顺便告诉我贞荣那个Ah Boon 放飞机，气死我！

我妈看到有客人到，就说要出去买早餐给他们吃

结果我妈买了猪肠粉，烧卖，叉烧包，一包咖啡，和一包milo

谁知道那个建安居然还自己带了早餐来，搞得我妈妈笑不停

一直问我做么你的朋友那么好笑的~ 建安，你自己反省一下啦，哈哈

虽然到最后，大部分还是给我吃掉了 XD

第二：有免费的椅子给你坐，免费的双人床给你躺，免费的电脑game 给你玩

刚刚来到的时候，建安和达达是很矜持一下的

我说：“你们累的话真的可以躺的哦！真的可以！”

“ 哎呀不用啦，我们坐着就可以了啦~~ ”

结果？那个建安从一开始的坐在床边

变成这个样子的玩电脑

不要躺，不用躺，不用你的屁股啦，哈哈哈 XD

那个达达也没有好到哪里去

看着他玩电脑的chess game看到我一头问号，告诉他我不会下棋

他还反过来笑我，说：

“ 下棋这么容易的东西你不会玩啊？哎哟好心你去撞墙啦，容易到~ ”

你听他讲！从一开始充满信心的“我一定会赢！”加认真的表情

认真-ing

認真-ing

认真-ing

到最后的：“TMD！！我输了啊！！！”

“ 唉呀，刚才不应该下那一步的，下错棋啊！！”

你问建安他总共重复了这整个process多少轮 =.=

差不多十一点的时候，慧云说她要出发了，

我还叫他顺便带 monopoly 来

没办法，我爱玩但家里没有 >.<

结果她真的带来了！不过呢，到最后还是没有玩

因为第一，那几个都跟我讲：“杨思恩，很懒啊，不要啦~”

唯一一个配合我的达达却和我同样面临一个问题：

到底一开始每个人要拿多少钱啊？谁懂？

最后我和达达的对话只剩下：

“ WOI，去分钱eh....!! ” “你去分啦！！”

重复了至少十几轮，重复到阿云和建安都不想理我们

So, sorry ah, Monopoly service not included in our "hotel" XD

第三，Free Wi-Fi available

在知道我家有wi-fi可以上网之后

在阿云来了之后, 建安开始发疯了，开始用他的 laptop log in 去阿云的 facebook 里乱写 status

又很顺便的开始 tag 我和达达乱写 status

我一不甘愿又用我的 laptop 和他博过，

演变成四个人在同一间房间里用着两架不同的laptop在 facebook 里互相 PK

OK，我承认，是很无聊一下的咯，哈哈哈~~~~~~

欲知详情，请分别到我，建安或达达的 facebook 去看一看，哈哈

第四，没有限制人数的床

都已经说了来我家的目的就是为了要懒惰，所以基本上也没有安排什么节目

全部看到床只想睡觉，就全部真的挤到床上去了！

那个建安还对达达 XXX

不过看他笑得这么开心，他似乎很享受，呵呵

集体偷懒的样子

第五，免费的长枕任你抱

那个达达不知道怎么迷上了我的长枕，一直抱着不放

’

陶醉到~~~ :D

因为阿云要载她弟弟，所以大约一点就走了

而我就提出要带那两个到七喜去吃东西，好怀念那里哦

以前中学的时候留下来补习时常到那里去吃

还请了那两个一餐，没办法，那两个可是我买到 laptop 的大功臣啊~

还帮我 install 一大堆 software，请他们吃也是应该的~ =）

看我多好，在这里帮忙宣传你们有多好，哈哈

不过其实还有达达的爸爸，达达你好像还没有告诉我你爸爸喜欢吃什么水果哦！

之间达达还发生了一些小插曲，我们三个知道就好啦，哈哈

之后，建安把达达送回家后，到我家拿他的电脑后，也和我说拜拜啦~

其实他们在我家大约有整四到五个小时，我也不知道我们到底做了些什么

看样子，来我家还真的是名副其实的来懒惰罢了，哈哈~~~

不过我想啊，只有好朋友才能这样无聊的消磨时间而不尴尬吧，赞同吗？ =）

To 贞荣：

你不来还真的是浪费了，不过知道你最近为了某些事而搞得很心烦，

只想说无论你做什么决定，我都会支持你，

只要你觉得对，那就坚持你的决定吧，

最重要的是你要开心，加油 =）

P/S: 第六，还有免费的 camera service, 不然哪来的照片啊？

以后谁要来入住我这件hotel，本小姐无任欢迎！^^

PC Fair 2010

2010-04-21T00:45:00.000-07:00

18 .4 .2010

A day out with friends today --- Goin to PC fair!!! =)

Miss my friends so muchiii!!! And hope to buy my laptop there~~~

The gang goin including me, Chim Yoong, KianAnn, ChuanDa, Ah Mok, Teong Hoe, Zhi Qian and Cheang Yee

Poor KianAnn knocked his car and get scratched a bit when he do reverse parking.

Guess I'm too heavy XD

Chim Yoong even complimented him for sucess in doing reverse parking

If only u're in the car when it goes BUMP, hahaha~~~ XD

After all of us reached, only I realised that all of them are having a Touch N Go except for me and Cheang Yee

Some forget to bring, but still they have ONE!!

Omigoooosh, I think I really out ade~ >.<

After spending hours in KTM + LRT, finally we reached KLCC!!

During our lunch at Burger King, Teong Hoe starts busy-ing with his photo snapping again.You should see how he grab Zhi Qian to SELF TAKE PICTURE in front of all of us!!

Gosh, I used to think it was my authority before~ But it seems like Teong Hoe is addicted to it! Bo bian la, kena influenced by me this ji mui XD

And Chuan Da certainly can't stop talking when his mouth is full. Chim Yoong arh, hou sam lei advice your friend a bit la~! :p

Finally we stepped into the Hall 5 where we started our journey in PC Fair.

Guess whom the 1st person I saw in there? Samantha!! She's working at one of the booth there, dunno wat brand ady~ but FUIYOH~!! She really turns pretty ady! So fair..... Gotta survey wat skin products were she using lately :D

After that we are separated into two gangs: ZhiQian and TeongHoe wanna look for their own stuff~

So we just walked around the PC fair and looked around~~

Sooooooo many laptopssss there!!

Due to my serious lackness of knowledge towards laptops and desktops,

I've hired Mr. Tan Chuan Da to becum my Personal Consultant for FREE for the day.

He's an expert in this field ma~~ =)

So my job there is to take all the flyers and catalogs distributed there and bring it bek to Chuan Da. First time in my life I was ASKING for flyers instead of SAYING NO to it. :D

And truly, next time i need to prepare my mental 1st before going to PC Fair.

Why, there so many models there! So slim so pretty, I seriously no eye see. *GULP*

Btw I met Mun Kit and Lixin there too..!!! XD

When we come to the section of PENDRIVES, Ah Mok, Kian Ann and Chim Yoong were buying 4GB pendrive each and all of them were trying to persuade me for buying another one, telling me that it will be useful in the future.

After thinking..... FINE, I bought one in the end. My "immune system" towards sales are seriously getting worse =(

After we've been through all the laptops section, me and Chuan Da gt out from the hall and SIT at the corridor there. Well, it's common for me but Chuan Da wor~~ I tot he love his clean image very much =)

Then we start discuss about my laptop:

"Whats your budget?"

"Below RM2500..."

"Any specific functions emphasized?"

"No...."

"Like any brands?"

"I dun even know gt wat brand~"

" (=.=) .... "

Fine. At the end he short listed out a few laptops after looking at their functions and A CALL to his father. Expert in the Expert, ;)

We begin to go to the booth of those brands and checking out those laptops. The best part is playing with the webcam of the laptop and secretly snap a photo of Chuan Da. Originated by Kian Ann, bwahahaha =)

Well, finally I choose a laptop, DELL branded. But I didn't bring money and end up paying deposit for it and take it later.

Tonnes of comments received, but no matter good or bad, as long it can be used, I'm satisfied with it. =)

But the point is...!!!!

There is a promotion during the PC Fair, and by getting the laptop during the period of PC Fair, I'll get a 4GB pendrive for FREE!!!

So whats the point I'm buying the 4GB pendrive at the beginning?

My RM30 arr~~~~~

But luckily Kian Ann promised to buy it from me later, he say he need it~ Lucky me :D

At the end of the day, we've met up and prepare to go home together.

But Kian Ann suddenly feeling unwell and ***** (I better dun say it out here, I dun wanna gt killed!!!) But lucky he's alright at the end, take care ok?

As we're waiting for the arrival of KTM, we've met Shien Hock and Bing Yaw who were also just bek from the PC Fair. They seemed surprised when they see only ME (Ah Mok go bek ady), the only girl there with other 6 boys. This is actually a real common thing for me ady as for usual, the max presence of girl will be me, Ah Mok and Yin Yee nia, but really, I dunno what expression should I gave them. If only you know what am I in their eyes: A person whom they called heng dai, okay? Haha :D

We are truly crazy on that day as we're brave enough to take KTM and LRT during the peak hour at about 6pm like that.

Wow, the KTM is certainly packed!!!

Unfortunately, me, Kian Ann, Chuan Da and Chim Yoong were separated with Zhi Qian and Teong Hoe while trying to board into the KTM.

The four of us were squeezed like sardines for sure! We can't even move!

We almost fall asleep during the way back to Kajang, too tired =(

It was really a hectic day for us usually to Kian Ann and Chim Yoong, both of them are going bek to Taylor that night.

But I'm really having a good time with all of them and sometimes I just wish that this kind of happy hours will last longer, but on Monday, we just still need to go bek to our own life.

Missing my secondary school life. =(

Tonnes of thanks to Chuan Da again and again.

After spending the whole time searching for my laptop at PC Fair, he even offer to give me a lift to the computer company to take my laptop which is located in KL. Just in case anything happened during our journey by KTM.

Thanks

I love you guys all!!! :)

An Unexpecting Visit =)

2010-04-18T21:59:00.000-07:00

17.4.2010

家里电话突然响了起来，电话那头传来建安的声音：

“ Woi，你是不会接你的手提电话的是吗？”

“ 我的手提电话？不懂又丢去那里了～”

“ Walao, 你的电话拿来做什么？拿去丢掉算了啦！”

“ 你第一天认识我咩？！！”

“ 算，现在我和川达在你家门口，要去吃午餐，要不要一起去？”

我走出去看，哇，真的哦，那两个真的在外面～！

还要带着黑眼镜 =.=

才知道原来那两个刚去川达家来，现在要吃午餐，就 “特地” 转过来找我一起

说要在我花园前面吃午餐

当时我就想，反正在自家花园，有谁不认识的？真打算就这样咬着一粒苹果出去算了

怎知我听到那两个在车上的嫌我衣服老土，在那里呱呱叫

算，我换！！！！！！

衣服裤子我都换，甘愿吗？

神经二人组 =.=

因為建安讲川达欠他一餐，就叫我介绍最贵的店给他，最后决定吃 Bak Kut Teh

没办法，这是我那里最贵的了

我以为要自己掏腰包付钱吃饭，就说我吃饱了

可是在点餐的时候，我就很顺便的东点一点，西点一点

结果满桌子除了川达的菜以外，其他是我爱吃的

明明其实只请建安, 却很顺便的请了我一餐 XD

最好笑的是...!!!!

川达突然问我们：“你们有没有带钱包在身上？”

建安 + 我 >>> 忘了

结果川达一脸黑黑的答我们：“够力，我身上只有一张五十块.... =.=”

我们你看我，我看你，就开始商量是不是要留下来洗碗~

川达一边吃就一边念：

“惨咯，等一下不够钱给怎么办？”

“都是你啦，死杨思恩，等下你跟我留下来洗碗！”

“叫这么多菜做什么？我们又不用吃那么多~”

“我身上总共有RM59，应该够用的~~~”

“如果这一餐要超过 RM50 我就跟他搏过！”

他的嘴巴是很忙的咯，一边吃饭一边念经

Conclusion is >> 下次和川达吃饭要记得带钱包 XD

到要结帐的时候，我们三个同时望向那张账单去 -----

RM44

同时间大家一起呼~~~ 了一声..... 因为不用洗碗了！哈哈哈

之后因为他们两个也说没事做，就干脆到我家坐坐

建安也把他的手提电脑带了下来

我们就顺便研究他电脑里有什么game咯~

结果我们居然玩起了 SCRABBLE

大家应该很熟悉吧？

一开始我们三个只是乱玩，没想到居然破了第一关，赢了！！

我们又再继续玩下去，可是输了....!!

川达超级激动，一直吵着说有没有英文字典

最后我拿了一本OXFORD 字典给他 - 2003 年的

拜托，那是我家最先进的字典了，还嫌？！

于是，一场惊心动魄的战斗开始了

三个臭皮匠 + 一本英文字典 VS 电脑 SCRABBLE 第二关

建安负责在格子中找最高分的，

川达负责找字典，

我负责.... 喊 XD

结果？我们还是....输了 =.=

我们三个是气到头顶都冒烟了！！！

事实证明：三个臭皮匠，够一个诸葛亮 ------ 是骗人的！@@

把头伸出房间一望，原来我们已经玩了整一个多小时接近两个小时了，

和他们说再见后，才发现啊，原来只要是和朋友在一起，

玩什么都好玩 =)

I HATE DRIVING

2010-04-13T06:29:00.000-07:00

I FAIL MY DRIVING TEST AGAIN

Yesterday I practiced the 3 things: slope, parking and 3 point turn non stop for 3 hours and not even a single speck of problem.

I thought I will pass today, really, and being confident in myself.

Last time I slipped down the slope in my 1st driving test and thats the only thing I worry about.

When it comes to my turn, I drove my car cautiously up the slope and YES

I finished that section perfectly.

I was feeling really relieved as I never deal with problems with parking and 3 point turn, so I guess I'll pass at that moment.

But after I finished my parking and raise my hand up, the JPJ person come looked and looked again.

Then I was asked to get down the car and he want to show me something.

My car, my bumper, my side mirror all inside the white space, only the left front tyre quite close to the white line cz I din straightened it. AND the person failed me for the reason:

YOUR TYRE SEEMS TO TOUCH THE WHITE LINE FROM THE FRONT SIGHT

I was blur at the moment and still trying to process the reason he gave me.

When I gt down the car, Bing Tyan even asked me surprisingly:

"Your parking gt problem meh? Why fail the parking?"

I was like shooking my heads and give him a don't ask me anything expression.

After I sat down and think properly, I was getting really angry at the JPJ person and the reason he gave me. It is seriously unacceptable!

So I go and find the uncle who's goin to fetch me home and tell him about it.

The uncle suggested me to go find the pegawai JPJ in office and ask whether u can retake the test. I REALLY go although I was really scared and of course, the answer is still a big NO. Anyway thanks to Bing Tyan really, he is willing to be my witness although he also scared of the JPJ pegawai. Tonnes of thanks for him. =)

I was really sad about it afterwards, not because I can't drive, but because I've let everyone down, even myself.

My aunt who taught me driving

My mum who hope I can fetch my siblings after getting my car license

My sis who already planned to shop everywhere she can with me as the driver

My friends who sent lots of wishes to me bfore I get my car test

and ME who hope too much on myself

Surprisingly, the JPJ officers are extremely strict today and at least half of us fail.

On the way home, I was told that today a dunno wat BIG officer come today and of course they have to be strict in front of him.

Today is seriously not my day!!

Even those who give them duit kopi before also fail.

I don't like driving, or specificly - I HATE DRIVING

But I need to, and I really do put efforts into the 2nd car test.

But today's incident makes me feel like all my efforts are useless and my money are wasted for nothing. Yet I still need to pay more hundreds of ringgit to retake the car test again. Feel sorry to my mom.

By the way, thanks to all those friends whom sent me greetings and wishes before

and especially Kian Ann and Chim Yoong.

Both of them are nice enough to tam me when I was in the bad mood till I feel better. Before I really feel like cryin d ler!!

Thanks x 10000000000000000000000000

Moreover, Chim Yoong promised to be my long term driver till I passed my car test and even I passed my car test, hehe~ and also Kian Ann who promised to belanja me a meal after I passed my car test.

It's quite unusual for me to be so emo, but no worries,

guess I'll be happy by tomorrow morning after getting a nice long sleep.

Totally not in the mood of retake my car test now.

New Blogskin

2010-04-11T08:06:00.000-07:00

Stop cursing me there for being so FREE to change my blogskin all over again.

Thx to all those "comments" which actually threathening me to change it ASAP due to the unavaibility to view my posts thru IE.

Aiyo, hou sam larh, why dun you guys update your internet to Google Chrome?

Always nag me for being so outdated wor... XD

Changed to a much more simpler blogskin

No navigations, no rabbits. Happy? :)

Hope you guys like it though~

Anyway yesterday was my bro's b'day and today is my lil sis b'day

What a coincidence right?

But according to my mum, she actually plan to give birth to my lil sis on the same day of my bro.Unfortunately my sis din really "listened" to her and popped out to this world jz a day earlier.

My mum even emo about this for a while.

I was like "Really...? =.=" when I heard about this.

Now I think I know why I always crap around and enjoy doing nonsense things - I was borned with the genes!

Anyway, a real happy birthday to them! =)

Tomorrow I'm goin to learn driving again for 3 hours and retake my car test on Tuesday.

Honestly, I don't have much confidence in passing the 2nd car test.

I'm just not one of the fan of being car driver and seriously prefer to be the passenger more and disturb the driver.

Wish me luck. :(

JPA interview

2010-04-08T04:15:00.000-07:00

Today is the day...................... I've been waiting for this day till my neck was long like giraffe!!

Cz I can't stand my mum's nagging anymore >.<

First, wake up early in the morning to find Pn. Chua for my recommendation letter. She's finishing the letter in a hurry on yesterday nite! It's so sweet of her =)

Later, after getting changed into a set of blue baju kurung, me and my mum get set to go Ah Yuin's house. She's havin the interview at the same place on the same time with me, so she's goin to fetch me there! So lucky! =) When me and my mum was resting at Yuin's house, suddenly I discovered something serious:

ME: Yuin, y all ur copies are copped by something?

YUIN: Erm, ya.... Our copies nid to be sahkan rite? It means tat we nid to bring it to the sch and let the teacher to cop it....

I was like OMG

Thunders and lightning are striking over my head

and my mum was like Y I HAD SUCH CARELESS DAUGHTER

Me and my mum both stop smiling and I was beginning to worry about my interview. Am I still be able to attend the interview? I called Kang Zi at 1st to make sure whether all those copies nid to be copped and sadly the answer is >> YES. But after that Kang Zi keep on sending some encouraging words for me and Yuin and keep soothing our tension mood. But wat more important is, she told me that bfore on the day she interview, same case happen and the person was asked to certified it and pass it up later on, no more. Nothing really happens. That really make me feel a bit relieved. *PHEW* Mwahsss for her. =)

On the way to Putrajaya Convention Centre, I try to memorize a bit about how to intro myself.

I choose SOCIAL SCIENCE which I really don't know wat it is and at the end, I choose to say that my ambition is to become a criminologist. I think I watched Criminal Minds too much lately and I was really crazy for the Dr. Reid inside the drama who is a superb genius! Plus, I gt more points to elaborate on it instead of psychology. I rather choose something which I can talk more about it so I won't paiseh in front of others instead of other courses I more familliar with. Weirdo. When I try to translate my intro into Malay, another thing popped into my mind:

Wat is criminology and criminologist in Malay??!!

I was strucked at the moment and gt panic immediately. An immediate impulse was sent by my brain to my hand - Sending sms to friends and ask them help me checked online!!! I know this seems crazy but fortunately, many of them reply me and I was like *PHEW* again. Dear friends, to those who have received my msg and replied me, I'm much obliged to your help and tonnes of thanks to all of you. Next I belanja all of u sweets arr.... Miao~

Finally, we reached there and the building was huge! We did met some of our old friends there, like Liang Bin (he's so handsome today!), Yim Jia Jun(he's fairer now, guess he's using Fair and Lovely), and Yi Qin. Ah Yuin looked like an OL definitely! Nice outfit which suits her real enough... Sui ah! When it was my turn to register, my hands were trembling and I was asking is a shaky voice:

"Sir, you see..... I forget to sahkan my copies and...."

The person stopped me and say:" Oh, nvm~ Did you bring your real one instead of the copied one? Ok, I'll lead you to the front and there's a pegawai who will help you sahkan."

I was stunned for a moment and just followed him with my mind blank. Well, it seems nothing after all as the pegawai just copped and gv it back to me. No more. Another *PHEW* for me which makes my mood extremely good...!! =)

After checking which panels we're in to and the time we're gettin interviewed, I was separated with Ah Yuin~ I was in panel 14 and being interviewed on 3pm. There still an hour for me to relax. At there, I knew some new friends~!!! Actually I dun really remember their names, but there are other 3 Chinese gals which are in the same panel and same time with me! So I just begin to start chit-chattin and joking with them and yes, WE'RE NOISY!! Laughing for no reason and others were lookin at us with their hand holding notes~ Even the person who help us to register were starin at us like we're aliens. I bet Chim Yoong will scold me BOON if he see this. Cincai la XD

Finally, the time has come! The lucky me get the 1st number but I really didn't care at all. Perhaps I was too high at the moment, hehe. Then we go in, stand, and sit. First, they asked us to intro ourselves and asked us two questions: One we nid to answer in BM and another in BI.

BM>> Bagaimanakah akan anda terjemahkan konsep 1 Malaysia melalui profisien anda?

BI>> What do you think is the causes of children abuse nowadays?

Wan to know how I answer it? Juz ask me ;)

Btw I laughed a few times in the interview room and the juri laughed too! About the ans I gave~ Is it a good thing or in the other way round? Anyway I did enjoy the whole interview and the atmosphere was relaxing and funny as well. The last *PHEW* for me. Guess we're lucky for getting such nice juri =) But after we stepped out the room, the others complimented me for doing a great job in the room. Really? Hehe XD

The interview is over and it was sad to say goodbye to my new friends even we just noe each others for about 2 hours :( Not really hoping much on gettin JPA scholarship but this is definitely a new experience for me! And I really think today was my lucky day after getting a free lift from Ah Yuin's mom and managed to survived after FORGETTING to certified my copies~

Ups and downs happened all the time,

but what we need to do is to keep moving on.

S.M.I.L.E

P/S: The Malay for criminology is kriminologi and for criminologist is kriminolog ;)

Recent situation

2010-04-02T08:18:00.000-07:00

Looks like recently I on my bloggie frequently~

Well, I admit the click into my blog is just to view my new changed blogskin.I like it soooooo much! Spend quite lots of time on it. Gonna start my college life soon and it seems quite tough from what I've heard. Seems like I'm not going to have the time to change my blogskin later - which means tat u guys will nid to bear wif my new blogskin for a long long time. Yay :)

Blogging nonsense here

Btw, I think I'm goin to further my studies in HELP college, but i didn't hear any one of YuHua-rians study in HELP yet. New environment, new schedule, new friend, new life. Wonder if I can handle it. Gonna miss my friends so much :( I feel sad for HELP too. Looks like HELP is goin to face a new disaster by the attendance of ME, thats what JJ Wong says. He says I'm gonna make the whole college burst wif noise. Plus, I don't think I'll stop talking either. So...

Sorry ah, HELP =)

P/S: Which room will you choose as your room? An old big room or a small new room?

2010-04-01T07:15:00.000-07:00

Life was getting a bit hectic for me lately.

Not becoz of working, but busy checking for scholarships online

Some more I'm facing lotsa news which certainly hold an important role in deciding my future..!

1st : I'm not going to Singapore anymore.

Thats the first news which shocked me to hell. Before when I was applying for polytechnics at Singapore, the words my uncle and my sister-in-law gave strongly gives me a thought that I'm definitely gonna gt enrolled into any one of the polytechnics for sure. When I checked the results online, it turns out into ---

YEONG SZE ERN UNSUCESSFUL

I admit that I was surprised and sad with the unexpected result, but surprisingly, I'm not acting sad as I thought I will be, but you should see my mum's expression. Her world turned into black and white instead of mine. So sad to see her like that. :(

And tonnes of sorry to all whom I've told them I may be goin to Singapore. Looks like it remained a "may be" dream after all.

2nd : I failed my car test.

This ain't really a huge news to me as I'm expecting myself to fail (dunno y), but it's like throwing an atomic bomb into my sister's new room. You should see how flares glowing in my sister eyes when she "welcomed" me back home. Yish, now I'm the one who drives ok? Just becoz I delay ur shopping plans doesn't mean that I'm a bad girl. ( Plus, who dares to drive old mother's car?)

3rd : An interview for me to get JPA scholarships.

First of all, I will like to say sorry to those whom I told that I didn't apply for JPA scholarships. The fact is : I DID apply for JPA scholarship. =x

The reason I lied is when I saw many of you saying that you're gettin interviewed for the JPA scholarships, I keep on refresh my email and found nothing in my mailbox. Aiyo, I dun wan paiseh ma, thats why I lied... *sorry*

Until I chat wif QiaoWei thru the phone, only I knew that we should log into the JPA website and check it ourselves. An immediate response was taken and yup, a TAHNIAH showed up :)

Gettin confused now. Thinking of further my studies in HELP college but my mum keep on finding another better way for me.I know she loves me but sometimes I half wished that I wasn't the eldest.

Mummy is trying her very best to find the very best way for her very best daughter.

But which way is the very best way? I doubt it.

P/S: Any tips about facing JPA interviews?

不一样

2010-02-05T10:21:00.000-08:00

我选择了一条与别人不一样的路

即便一开始大家都给了我许多劝告，

希望我做的决定是最好的，

但最终，我还是走了这条不被看好的路。

‘

’

这条路，说不辛苦，是假的。

虽然说在之前就应该有个心理准备，

但还是会有一些力步从心。

让我最难受的，

不是工作太累，

不是不够睡，

不是薪水太少，

‘

而是被逼远离你们，我亲爱的家人和朋友。

’

到外面独立生活后，才真正理解到赚钱的辛苦

‘

当你饿的时候有热腾腾的饭菜吃

当你累的时候可以一觉睡到天亮

当你无聊的时候想做什么都行

当你想家的时候你的家人就在你身边

’

你是真的，真的，真的，很幸福。

‘

当我一个人在外头的时候，我才发现我是多么的需要我的家人

’

妈妈

啊慧

啊聪

啊意

‘

当我们之前能住在一起的时候，我是多么的不知足啊！

每个星期能回来看你们一次是我最期待的时刻

深深体会到我们能成为一家人是多么幸运的一件事

为了你们我流了不少的泪

这就是所谓的想家吧？

’

‘

当我望着我手机里，那个标着‘回忆’的文件夹里头的照片时

我总是会情不自禁的哭了起来

中学时代的我们

一起互相扶持走过了五年

这五年以来，

酸，甜，苦，辣

我们都尝遍了

这些点点滴滴，这些刻骨铭心的回忆，岂能忘记？

原来你们已在不知不觉中，成了我生命中的一部分

‘

朋友，你们还好么？

其中一个我最不想离开这里的理由，

就是以后我们将很难再见面

我们的感情，我相信能一直到永久，真的

’

‘

才那一个月，我却如此想念着你们，

只想说：

’

‘

家里每一个人，我爱你们

我的每一个朋友，我记挂你们

’

‘

’

哪一国

2009-10-10T05:40:00.000-07:00

SPM快到了，时间剩不多了

压力开始侵袭了，睡觉也睡得很不安稳

结果现在睡觉前，我都会静静的祷告

希望能赐予我力量一路走下去

也许是心灵上有了个寄托吧，所以做任何事也都比较有信心了

我开始怀疑我到底信佛还是信基督

我相信佛教的真理

善有善报，恶有恶报

不是不报，时辰未到

这几句话，妈妈从小和我讲到大，记得牢牢的

同时我也相信天堂和地狱的存在

它总是警惕我不要不要做坏事，

因为种下什么样的因，就会得什么样的果。

可是同时，我开始向往基督教的信仰

‘'

因为佛教，总让我感觉很严肃，

’

好像连一点点错，都不容许我们犯

‘

“ 只要相信上帝的存在，

就可以得到他的宽恕和赦免 ”

虽然不完全相信，却喜欢向神父告解的那一部分

感觉上，即使是在一个很寂寞的夜晚里

独自一个人的时候，

还有一个人，愿意聆听你发牢骚

无论你告诉他什么，他都不会给你负面的反应

就像当初，在全部人都骂爱迪生白痴的时候，

他也是那个不会骂他白痴的人

搞不清楚我到底是哪一国的，哈哈

无论如何，我不会放弃我心中的梦想

有很多很白痴的梦想

“ 因为有梦，才有去实现梦想的动力 ”

我要靠自己，努力实现梦想

负责

2009-10-03T21:22:00.000-07:00

透过一个朋友的部落格，才知道她最近的状况

原来，她最近过得并不好

感情的事干扰了她很久，对她造成很大的影响

以泪洗面是家常便饭

不过所幸，她终于重新振作，重新站起来了

我很佩服她的坚强，她的精神

我的问题啊，和她的相比起来，根本不足以挂齿

严重说起来，根本就是庸人自扰

不知多久前，我弟弟回到家说，学校发生地震

看了新闻之后才知道原来只是余震

之前是台湾，现在是印尼

难保有一天会轮到我们马来西亚

每个人的耐心都有限

我想 - 我们的地球真的是生气了

它开始向我们这些人类宣战了

在这场战争中，我们不可能赢

问题是，我们究竟还能维持多久？

如果每个人都懂得为自己说过的，做过的一切负责

这个世界将比天堂还美

因为，没有人会因为你不负责任的行为而受伤

一切随缘，是我目前信奉的人生宗旨 =)

努力，加油！

2009-09-30T00:26:00.000-07:00

今天开始，预考的成绩慢慢一张一张地派回来了

那些我有认真努力温习的，成绩并没有我遇料中好；

其余我自认没有认真看待的，成绩当然不可能好。

其实有点难过，

明明就有在读书，却拿不到自己希望的成绩

说慢慢来嘛，SPM还有一个月就到了，怎么慢？

看着我班上的精英逍遥自在的在打牌嬉戏，

想说他们怎么这么闲？

分数却张张高过我

没心情参与他们，独自在旁边对着一堆莫名其妙的数字

几乎每一个路过我身边的人都会说：

“ 哇，你怎么那么勤劳？才刚考完试而已喔... ”

别再说我勤劳了好么？

眼见自己明明就有做很多很多的练习，

却拿不到一个相等的成绩

你所谓的称赞只会让我心理更不平衡，

责怪自己为什么自己头上的那颗东西和你差那么远...

(>.<)

发泄完了，读书的紧张感也回来了

与其在这里干着急，唉声叹气

倒不如花多些时间在温习上面

身边的好多朋友也开始温习功课了，

我也是时候开始加把劲向前冲了~

平时很少会认真看待某些事情，谁叫双子座是个名符其实的浪子

不过SPM对我来说很重要，

我知道，如果这次，我马马虎虎的过了这关，

我以后一定会很后悔

不是每一样事情都可以装傻混过去；

所谓的不在乎不过是给自己一个逃避的借口

不是每一样东西都可以得到别人的原谅和包容；

首先你要先得到自己的原谅

尝试像个十七岁的人儿

扛起这个年龄该有的责任

而不再像个三岁的小孩

真的就笑一笑，没什么事情大不了

朋友们，谢谢你们

你们的鼓励与激励

你们在课业上的指导

甚至是你们对我一针见血的批评

让我真的觉得，大家都在同一条路上，

朝着同样的目标前进

希望我不会辜负所有人的好意和期望

我一定要加油！

Stop Chasing Drama

2009-09-28T06:47:00.000-07:00

Todae finished the Mathematics test

Dunno wats happening to Kang Zi & Sien Hwee there~

Anyway a phone call on yesterday nite made me so happy!!

Guess wat?

JJ Wong Jia Jun rang me up & asked me about Mathematics!

Clapsss plss!

He always score higher thn me in Mathemathics~

Can't guarantee tat I'll score in Mathematics this time,

but at least I'm not a numerical idiot anymore ;)

Finally finished the drama~ yipee!!

The drama is real nice!

But I dun really enjoyed it as I watched it through youtube and the video is so blurrr...

Thinking of borrowing it from my friend & watch it AGAIN on the TV SCREEN after exam

This is only wat we called enjoy kay?

LOL

But the drama made me quite sensitive to everything related to PREGNANT

Stomachache ( delivering baby?! )

big stomach

pregnant

baby

So if u have stomachache lately, better dun let me know it

I'll immediatly let the whole Form know tat u're pregnant

* sorry, reflex action ;) *

This is the last drama I'll chase before SPM

Before realising it, SPM is coming nearer and nearer, nearer and nearer.....

* Yish *

Hate it but still, I must face the reality

Still left about a month for me to study

Quite worry now...

I'm still not in the study mood, tats wat freakinn me out now

Thinking of a way how to turn of my PLAYING MODE

& starts off my STUDY MODE

Still haven't finish my Biology & Sejarah

Gosh, need to STUDY + PRAY more

Btw, a video to share wif u all

Leave ur comments about it IF u hv. ;)

Teacher for the Day

2009-09-25T06:59:00.000-07:00

Today after Ms. Lee tuition,

Kang Zi & Sien Hwee come to my house & for the first time,

I was playing the role of the people who's teaching, not the one who being taught!

And the subject I'm gonna teach is Mathematics~!

* mwahahaha *

Wai Shan didn't show up as she claimed tat she had a stomach pain

But according to our experiences,

it's mainly bcz she's LAZY

See, Wai Shan u seriously had a makeover to do about ur image ;)

Kinda nervous at the beginning

Inspite of doing my revision on Mathematics yesterday,

I spent the whole nite staring at the computer screen & watch

命中注定我爱你 ( Fated to Love You )

I closed the curtain of my eyes at about 5.30am & opened it again when it was 7.00am

Brilliant rite? ;)

Nothing much to say as we REALLY study okay??

We started our revision at about 10.30am & it continues untill 5.00pm!!

After the revisions, 3 of us like wanna die ady

Study continuously nothing but Maths for about 4 hours,

come and try larh wei!!

(>.<)

I noe many ppl are goin to say us crazy for wasting so many time on Mathematics

So wat?

Craziee doesn't seems to be a bad thing sometimes ^^

Today can consider as a revision for me,

hope wat I taught today is really helpful to Kang Zi & Sien Hwee

I noe I can't be considered as a good teacher;

at least I tried my best.

Cheers!

Time to turn on my STUDY MODE !

P/S: Any enquiries about my teaching skills, pls proceed to Ms. Kang Zi and Ms. Sien Hwee ;)

Dinner by my sista

2009-09-24T08:16:00.000-07:00

Today I've been a good gal & stay at home all day long

Just doesn't have the mood to go out~

Dun worry, it's nothing to be done with the Tsunami movie ;)

Anyway, I found out tat our rabbit is very popular among the CATS

Almost everyday a cat come to our house and sleep together wif the rabbit

* Not including those 18 SX excercies *

Summore everyday different type of cat

Yesterday is a black white one;

today is an orange one

Since when rabbits and cats can gt along so well??

This cat even STARE at me timm!!

Hey, u're the one who pikat-ing my rabbit kay??

Beware tat I'll get another cat for my rabbit!

Quite worry about the female rabbit in my house now...

Later if she gt pregnant and a baby was borned....

Will the baby looks like an alien?

A rabbit body + a long kitty tail

Gosh, where we're goin to find the baby's father?

If this really happens....

Well, just look at the baby's tail colour & I guess we'll find it ;)

( Talking nonsense here )

Last time we'd planned to cook a dinner for Old Mother on her bufday

But all the plan changed & the ingredients we bought were left untouched in the refrigerator

So, my sista decided to cook us a dinner with it today

I dunno how my sista cooked all these

The only thing I noe is tat she scattered all those cheesy scraps on the bakeroni & let them melt in the oven

And it appears as the yellowish thingy as u see in the pic

Quite nice actually

Gotta admit she's a good cook!

Better thn me of course, I dun even noe how to use the oven!!

The cook today with her messy hair

Claps for her plss!!

Oopss!!

Gonna teach Kang Zi, Sien Hwee & Wai Shan Maths tomorrow

They're coming my house tomorrow & I'm trying my best to TIDY up my room

Quite nervous now!

P/S: Hope I won't make their grades slip >.<

Out Again Wif ROJAK gang

2009-09-23T08:16:00.000-07:00

Early in the morning ( about 6.55am)

I was forced to wake up early in the morning just to open my house gate to let Ms. Yin Yee enter my house

She dun hv transport wor~

Even though the time for us to meet up is 8.30am and I woke up at 7am,

yet I'm still late accompanied wif the nagging from Yin Yee

Yea, I'm the winner for the title of LATE QUEEN

Todae we gt so many ppl --- 15 people!

All mix up ady~

We're getting along smoothly without any discrimination of CLASS, SOCIETY, & AGE

* mwahahaha*

We planned to watch a movie and after tat sing K

The movie we all wanted to watch is Orphan

But it happened tat we can't watch the movie as the counter girl insist on checking our IC

1st - I din bring my IC

2nd - All of us were underage

So, we changed our plan and watched ----

Tsunami at Haeundae again!!

( and the idea was suggested by me, LOL )

Surprisingly, we met Sayie & Sook Han there whn we're buying the popcorns

They're watching the same movie wif us at the same time too!

And today appeared to be the birthday of Sook Han~

Happie Bufday ya Sook Han~

Wish u'll get watever u wan and be happy always =)

I noe this seems crazy, but YESH!!

I cried again almost throughout the movie

even though I watched this movie for the 2nd time

I just can't bear it when I see those dead bodies floating all over

ESPECIALLY

when my handsome was swallowed by the GIANT WAVES

Only Jia Ping cried also but ALMOST the end of the movie

All the other ppl were busy laughing at me after the movie ends

Neh, thx to Chim Yoong who sit beside me

Busy promoting tat I cry again EVEN I watched the movie twice

And he was hitten by me dunno how many times in the cinema

!!!!!!

They say the movie was just ok ok only and they can't find any point which deserves their tears!

Fine, I'm still a HUGE fan of Haeundae

Gonna buy the DVD of this movie!! ♥

* Forgot to mention tat I met Man Chuan, Jie Yan and Sheue Inn last time whn I go to The Mines with my sista

And we're watching the same movie at the same time in the same hall!!

Feel happiie to meet them again

Miss them so muchi~ ♥

and stop calling me kiddy for crying in the cinema!

My mood was again influenced by the movie & a bit emo....

After lunch, we're separated into 2 gangs :

!st gang --- sing K

2nd gang --- watch another movie & most of them purposely go CA-PE-LING

Get it? ;)

I choose to go sing K, hoping tat I'll get better from it

Got 7 ppl

Me, Yin Yee, Ah Mok, Jia Ping, Chim Yoong, Yuan Bin, John Kong

First time sing K for such a long time

We sang from 2pm to 7+pm

Almost 6 hours dude!!

After tat we all almost suffocate ady =x

I thk I'm gonna need the Nin Jom Pei Pa Gou later...

Getting a sore throat soon~

Ah Mok & John Kong go bek on their own

When 5 of us were heading bek to Kajang,

the slowpoke Yuan Bin arr, made me and Yin Yee stay back behind to wait him use Touch N Go...

At the same time, the train IS there and unfortunately,

we din get into it BUT Chim Yoong & Jia Ping were waving their hands to us --- in the train!!

Gosh, they managed to get into the train bcz they're far away ahead from us

BOO

Won't reply Chim Yoong sms by now, din wait us larh~!

Herrng!!

* Wanna make an important announcement here *

Siow Yuan Bin is officially Yeong Sze Ern's wife from today 6.30pm on.

He swear tat he'll " love " me till the end of the world.

And he'll born a whole team of soccer team for me.

Call him " Sze Ern's laopo " the next time u see him.

P/S: Still convincing myself my handsome din really die in the tsunami

Still cries a lot when the scene of him waving to his beloved in the waves reflected in my mind.

Crazy & Emo

2009-09-22T05:29:00.000-07:00

I noe this seems stupid for all of u

But yes indeed

I cried in my pillows for about 20 minutes bfore I sleep just bcoz of the movie I watched yesterday, Haeundae

When I think of the scene of those ppl die in the disaster and where my handsome choose to sacrifice himself,

my tears flushing down my cheek like a river non-stop

I noe I'm a bit over but really I can't control it....

All the sacrifices they were willing to do just to save their beloved EVEN their life....

The power of love indeed can conquer everything in the world...

After a long cry,

today I woke up with a pair of red sore eye.

The movie seriously influenced me deeply and I was feeling emo all the day

I was thinking,

If one day disaster DO land on here,

will I willing to sacrifice myself to save the one I love?

My family, my friends, my beloved.....

Am I brave enough to do it?

If I do, will the person I love do the same thing for me?

Wat is my ranking in their heart?

I believe tat we've been using too much resources of The Earth

Without the Earth, we're nothing

Not even a speck of dust

Inspite of paying back the debt we've loaned,

we're getting over and over by creating tonnes of pollutions.

Air pollution

Water pollution

Land pollution

Thinking of further my studies in the field of environment

Yet my mom say I'm stupid as it's gonna be a hard work and I'll hardly earn any money;

My elder sista indeed cares a lot towards me but she's making me feel stupid for choosing this career

If I choose the way U all chosen for me,

and going through the life u all wanted me for,

safe & steady,

but if one day I was really involved in a disaster which might cost my life for it,

I'm gonna regret my decision earlier....

I dunno whether I'm doing the right decision,

I noe tat they are more experienced and know lots more than me,

I dunno whether I should insist on getting on the way I want to,

I noe tat maybe I'm the one who's making the wrong decision.

People nvr treasure wat they have until they lose it,

they always paid a lot to realise wat they had is far more than enough

So do sacrifices.

A Day Out Wif My Sista

2009-09-21T02:30:00.000-07:00

Go to The Mines today wif my sista

Both of us planned to watch a movie and thn jz hanging around the shopping centre

We choose to watch Haeundae , a movie from Korea

This movie is talking about a MEGA TSUNAMI which landed on one of the biggest beach in Korea, Haeundae

How are u going to save the one u love in 10 minutes??

So many ppl were dead in the tsunami!

I hate this movie for making me crying non-stop in the cinema!!

I begun my cry from the 1st symptoms of the tsunami shown till the end of the movie

Cool huh?

I noe I noe~ U guys sure b laughing at me infront of the computer by right now

>.<

( Nvm, my sista cried too! )

Can u imagine all these ppl were DEAD in ten minutes???

''''''

O M G

I was shocked till cry whn the 1st round of tsunami landed

The water was damn high man!!

At least 50 metres!!!

One part it was so painful to me

The water almost covered the lamp post

and that's where the wire breaks off --- wif electricity in it!!

The hero was just in time to cling to a higher place bfore the wire fell into the water

Gosh, u should see how those ppl convulse in the water

So terrifying!!

Within 10 seconds dead bodies were floating all over the " water street "

It scared me off.... >.<

The 1st pair of Hero & Heroin

This guy accidentally killed her father in the storm bcz he won't listen to his advice

So he's taking good care of this girl as it was the last request from the man...

The hero almost die in the tsunami

But they were lucky as both of them survived from that disaster...

The 2nd pair of Hero & Heroin

This guy is the professor who do researches about earthquakes

He's able to predict about the mega tsunami which is about to land Haeundae

Yet the stupid fella ( mayor of Haeundae ) won't listen to him UNTIL the government of Japan and Korea send out the notice of emergency

but it's too late and they had only less than 10 minutes to retreat 1 million citizens of Haeundae!

He had divorced wif his wife and their daughter was taken by the woman and she was told tat she don't have a father

Yet both of them still love each other

The touching part are

The girl noe about the truth when she was handed to the rescue team and she managed call the guy " FATHER "

The couple were standing on the roof, confessed tat they still love each other, and hug each other bfore they were swapped away by the waves.....

The 3rd pair of Hero & Heroin

( My favourite pair!!! )

;

This pair was so funny at the bginning

The girl fell into the sea and boy who appears to be at the nearby tried to save her

( He's part of the rescue team)

But the girl struggled too much and forced the boy to pengsan-kan her

The boy later applied CPR on her but in turn the girl kissed him and bit his lip?!!

Mwahahaha, so funny!

They hv feeling to each other slowly but their relationship were ruined by a terrible fella

When tsunami came, the fella and the girl were in a boat and again the boy was there to save them

But after the girl was safe in the helicopter,

a bad news approached tat the helicopter can only bear the weight of one more person only!!

The boy choose to sacrifice himself and let the fella survived

That moment I cry till...........................

T^T

My handsome ♥

Photos of all of them

I bet all of u were thinking me crazy by now

But yes, no doubt

I'm deeply in love wif my handsome now~

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

♥ Lee Min-Ki ♥

Old Mother's bufday! >.<

2009-09-21T01:49:00.001-07:00

Nothing much to say about the celebration of my mum's bufday

Things doesn't come out as the way we've expected

First, we planned to gv our Old Mother a surprise by pretending tat we've forgotten about her bufday

THEN

My dear brother ruined the surprise by congrate my mum HAPPY BUFDAY early in the morning

Alamak >.<

Later in the noon, according to our plan,

my mum was supposed to treat us with a nicee lunch!

Yet my neighbour gv us so many dishes which MADE my old mother MADE all of us stay at home for a free lunch

AND the treat was postponed till dinner!!

About 4pm like tat

" DING DONG "

Guess wat?

My mum's insurance agent bought a cake for her!

As the refrigerator are full and we dun hv any other place to store the cake,

we were forced to sing the birthday song and blew the birthday candle at 4.30pm!

Oh great, since when the insurance company treat their customer so good?

The bufday mood was totally spoilt

>.<

Luckily till nite, my Old Mother treat us with a dinner at Metropoint

Sincerely, the choices weren't much and the food doesn't taste any special

Still, Old Mother was so happy throughout the day!

Never see her so happy for a long time ady~

Old Mother, trust me,

u're the greatest mom in the world.

Nothing can replace the throne of u in our heart.

Mom, U're The Best ♥

P/S: Still searching for her bufday present!

Working Day~

2009-09-19T20:41:00.000-07:00

Yesterday I've been working in Hiang Chuang's father shop

Neh, the shop located at Parkson's 3rd floor,

full wif baju kurung tat 1~~ Seems familiar? =)

The reason they hire me + my sis is bcz yesterday is the last day of Bulan Ramadhan

Which indicates the last day of the whole month of puasa

( and also the bginning of our Hari Raya holiday!)

Their workers are going bek their hometown one by one

So they'll be needing ppl~

Actually i dun really wan to work... Bcz of the work I nid to postpone my holiday planning~

But wat to do?

It just doesn't seems appropriate to reject others ppl request in need~

Since I worked there bfore,

nothing special about my work~

serve customers, pursuade them to have a try at the fitting room,

and lastly, convince them to buy as much baju kurung as possible!

* hiak hiak *

But still, something unhappy happened

The skirt of one of the baju kebaya was STOLEN

Those baju kebaya were stored at the most right part of the shop

and all the tudung were put at the most left part of the shop

Suddenly so many ppl came and we all were bz serving customers at the left side there

No ppl noticed tat ANONYMOUS stole the skirt of the baju kebaya

Hiang Chuang say it was all planned

Y suddenly gt so many ppl come and buy tudung at the same time?

Moreover they just look at it and din buy anything

Hmmm...

But the funny part is -- Y tat ppl just steal the skirt huh?

Wan steal oso steal the whole set larh!

Tat ANONYMOUS quite DAI B lar ;)

Well, tat made Hiang Chuang's father feels unhappy for a while

But still he's generous enough to treat us a dinner of pizza!!

But the fella who's sending the pizza took such a long time

We're beginning to wonder whether tat fella had accidentally fall into a big longkang or somewhere else

THEN

we saw a person holding pizza standing in front of the shop

Looking here and there

but just won't look into the shop

Finally he's attracted by all our laughings and stare into the shop

Yalar abang, sini la, takde salah!

HAHAHA

Since it's the last day of bulan Ramadhan,

The shop opened until 10.45pm like tat

But the overall business is just ok comparing to yesterday and last year

I guess it's because of the economy crisis~

Yet we've sold 202 baju kurung in a DAY!!

Havent count those tudung yet ley~~~

( This still consider ok nia * gulp * )

Finally, I was back in my warm home at about 11pm

* Phew *

I hate yesterday actually

I was having an ulcer in my mouth

and everytime I smile and greet the customer >>> OUCH!!

Summore yesterday is the 1st day of my period

Girls sure understand the pain I'm experiencing

I rather stay back at home than working yesterday

Just bcoz of tat 50 bucks

D-uh

Nvm

Todae we're gonna celebrate my Old Mother's bufday! =)

All Food Comes from INDIA?

2009-09-18T05:32:00.000-07:00

Check this out!!

This is hillarious man!

I laughed so hard when I watched this video

This is a MUST watch video

Get it from Tommy's blog

Hope he won't b angry wif me =)

Finally!!

2009-09-17T19:08:00.000-07:00

Finally!!

My trial exam finally finished!!!

OK, almost finished

still left 1 EST paper 1 for me to get over after the Hari Raya holiday

Actually I feel quite guilty about the exam

One thing for sure I din do enough preparation for my exam

Especially for my Biology

When I look at my Biology paper 2 I was like

WHOA

and I did a PAKATAN MURNI with Pei Yee and Vidiana

aiksss....

Even gt Pakatan murni also dunno wili get wat result

MOU NGAN TAI

Yala yalar, I noe many of u will pei shi me by right now

T^T

And I totally screwed my Addmaths paper

People is usually busy looking at their watch, muttering:

" Shit, I can't finish the whole question! Gonna left 1 undone "

And after exam, they look soooooo emo with their hands holding their face

ME?

I'm the one who never bother about the time

Cz I noe I'll never finish the question!!

So pathetic >.<

Moreover, tat Ngiap Hsiang is so UNTAHANABLE

I told him tat I left 4 question undone in my Addmaths paper 2

U noe wat he told me?

" Har... I thk the time left enough for me to check my answer for about 5 times "

Fuiyoh~ So chuen ya~~

Lets wait for ur Sejarah result, hahas

Hv to study hard during the holiday!!

But before tat....

Lets enjoy the hols!!!

Emo is absolutely not the correct emotion u should have to welcome the holiday!

I'm so not gonna stay at home and sit infront of computer all the time

I'm so gonna hang out wif my frenz

Even I need to force them, haha

Watch movie, sing K, and dunno wat else...

And for ur information

My dear Old Mother's bertday is cumin!!

Dis Sunday~ 9/20 ( Same age as Malaysia)

Planning to gv her a cake in the morning

She's gonna bring us for a NICEE lunch in the afternoon

and yes, my sis goin to prepare the dinner for my Old Mother!

She say wanna cook wat bakeroni wat cheese wor~

Lets pray tat she won't burn the kitchen down :)

P/S: Peeps, date me out during this holiday!!

Old Mother, I'm sure gonna gv u a surprise tat day =)

TAGzzzz

2009-09-15T20:14:00.000-07:00

TAGGED by AH MOK + HORNG RUI ^^

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1. 名字~ 杨思恩
2. Birthday~ 5月24日
3. 血型~ A 型

4. 身高~ 157!!
5. 体重~ 42 ( 我真的没有超过45kg!! )
6. 鞋号~ 4 号
7. 课外活动~ St.JohN + PpS + Geo n Sej Club
8. 曾经做过的兼职工作~ 在pasarmalam摇珍珠奶茶，在parkson打工
9. 喜爱的食物~ 基本上能吃的都ok，本小姐非常爱惜食物~~
10.讨厌的食物~ 苦瓜！
11.拿手料理~ 用电饭煲煲饭... 算么???
12.喜爱的书~ 先考虑我是否看得懂~
13.喜欢玩或观看的运动~ 看篮球！！！我的篮球帅哥都去了哪里~
14. 座右铭~ 大事化小，小事化无
15. 购买的第一张唱片~ 蔡依林，买了之后才知道原来是VCD =.=
16. 购买第15题里的答案的原因~ 新年钱在手，不花对不起自己
17. 对你有影响力的乐团/音乐~ 浪漫的音乐总会让我想很多~~
18. 喜爱的颜色~ 黑色，白色，红色，粉红
19. 喜爱的电影~ 几乎都ok
20. 喜爱的号码~ 7
21. 讨厌的颜色~ 暗暗的颜色都很 watat
22. 喜爱的配饰~ 耳环！项链
23. 喜爱的味道~ 妈妈煲的汤，那种刚刚好的味道
24. 早上做的第一件事情~ 把闹钟关掉
25. 回家做的第一件事~ 大声喊 ‘老妈子我回来了！’
26. 睡相~ 几乎所有认识我的人都看过，不过就是像猪了一点~
27. 睡觉前必做的一件事~ 关上眼睛
28. 平均睡眠时间~ 平时至少10小时，考试期间大约3小时
29. 留下深刻印象的梦境~ 我交到一个很帅的篮球高手男友！
30. 怎么度过无法入眠的夜晚~ 开电脑继续不眠
31. 需要几个闹钟才叫得醒或者最好的起床方式~ 妈妈的喊声~~~~~
32. 冲凉时间~ 不知道，总之天天冲
33. 最先洗的部位~ 头
34. 喜爱的室内事物~ 枕头
35. 喜爱的服装~ 让人一眼就觉得我很有个性的装扮
36. 最能放松的时刻~ 躺在床上放空的时候
37. 让你激愤的东西~ 环境污染!!
38. 如果可以拥有其他条件你像做什么？~ 做个有魔法的人
39. 如果可以拥有魔法~ 我一定会不断修炼变大师！！
40. 如果有一亿日元~ 我会把日本所有美美的衣服都买回来！
41. 会带去孤岛的一件东西~ 床。要死都要死得舒服点~
42. 如果可以重生为他人~ 我要做有钱人!
43. 如果放长假~ 一定会着朋友出来high翻天，躲在家里的人是白痴
44. 如果明天是世界末日~ 就这样咯，你能怎样？
45. 如果有时光机器~ 我要回到过去学功夫，做武林高手!
46. 如果可以当一天的女孩/男孩~ 我要去男厕所看看男生是怎么一起上厕所的~
47. 必需品~ 很多很多钱
48.怎么度过清闲的一天~ 想怎样就怎样~
49. 最近让你哭的事~ 堆积如山的书读不完，明明累到半死又不能睡觉
50. 最近让你生气的事~ 自己一直以来好像真的很丢人现眼
51. 最近让你开心的事~ 电脑好了!
52. 最近让你担忧的事~ SPM
53. 最近获得的新事物~ 睡眠时间 ( 难得一天放假 )
54. 想为父母做的一件事~ 让妈妈不用再做工，过着她理想的清闲退休生活
55. 通过电话聊天花过最长的时间~ 3小时
56. 相信运气或霉运吗？~ 非常相信
57. 对你而言,谁是英雄？~ 妈妈
58. 小时候的梦想~ 长大变明星
59. 小时候是怎样的小孩~ 肥肥的，超级粗鲁
60. 最喜欢自己哪个身体部位~ 一头长发
61. 最讨厌自己哪个身体部位~ 胸部 ( 总是为了这件事而自卑 )
62. 如果你是一种颜色~ 彩色 ( 我不可能永远只是一种颜色 )
63. 如果你是一种动物~ 猴子吧
64. 想养的宠物~ 太多了 ( 狗仔，老鼠 )
65. 最大的敌人~ 自己
66. 想学的一件事~ 提升自己的修养，对自己有信心点
67. 梦想~ 以后可以过着无忧无虑的生活
68. 想挑战的一件事~ 化妆
69.下一次想尝试的发型~ 卷发
70. 在国内想去的地方~ 海滩!
71. 想去的国家~ 台湾跟日本
72. 想遇见,交谈的人~ 一个能让我决定变淑女的人
73. 喜爱的地方~ 我的家
74. 个人习惯~ 在放心的人面前总是说话很大声，不顾形象
75. 喜欢室外或室内~ 室外，我才不要做宅女
76. 经常看的电视节目~ 连续剧
77. 拿手K歌~ 没有哦 ( 自认音痴 )
78. 让你糗到不想记起的事件~ 被一个莫名奇妙的人跑过来说叫我不要喜欢他
79. 弱点~ 就是不能安分一点
80. 第一次碰自己喜欢的东西的感受~ 开心接着难过因为总是没有钱买
81. 尊敬的人~ 我妈妈
82. 世上不能忍受的一件事~ 人家瞧不起我
83. 什么时候初恋？他是怎样的人~ 不知道
84. 觉得自己“很酷”的时刻~ 手插裙袋静静走路的时候，很像大姐
85. 怎么保持健康~ 保持好心情
86. 10 年后想怎样~ 结婚，还和身边的朋友联络
87. 特技~ 敢死和入眠程度无人能比，心情阴晴不定
88. 珍惜的东西~ 我身边的每个人
89. 你欣慰的事~ 身边的人都很照顾我，疼我
90. 想被问到的事~ 你是不是瘦了？
91. 不想被问到的事~ 为什么你比你妹妹还幼稚
92. tag的人的优点~ 不tag了
93. 自己能改善的地方~ 说话的声量
94. 最帅/美的朋友~ 对我来说，能让我放心的朋友最美了
95. 小时候经常做的事~ 看着书本的插图凭空想像
96. 癖好~ 喜欢收集护肤品
97. 让你觉得''是不是只有我才这样?''的事~ 和一班男子讲话大大声，还一起讨论game
98. 吃饱了吗?~ 吃饱了
99. 最后,现在的心情如何?~ blurrrrr
100. 你想说的话~ 哪个白痴发明这么无聊的东西，好累 >。<

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本小姐不tag人了，写得好累！

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' MENSTRUATION MONTH '

2009-09-11T21:20:00.001-07:00

I noe the topic is kinda * sensitive *

but indeed I suffer alottt from it!

U're asking me whether I'm pain or mayb a hot chocolate wil help?

NO!

I'm not the person who's in the menstruation month larh wei

It's my OLD MOTHER!

Bulan Puasa is always the month our family hate of

Even teruk thn the month of 7 in Chinese calendar

Bcz now my mom the Tailor are sooooo busy wif her work

Tonnes of baju kurung, baju kebaya, baju kebaya and dunno wat other baju

The phone rings none stop throughout all the day and it's so irritating!

The phone rings bginning from 7.30am in the morning

during our breakfast

during our lunch

during our dinner

and ends finally at about 11.30pm in the nite

Summore gt some customer so picky and bossy

"Nyonya baju ini saya pakai sangat gemuk lar~ Kenapa ni? "

" Nyonya saya mau baju saya siap sebelum Hari Raya tau??! "

My Old Mother gt so frustrated wif all those phone calls and diff opinions

but of cz she cant gt angry wif her customers rite?

Tats where WE, her darling children starting to play a role of

ANAK KENA MARAH

Neh, jz bcz I forgot to wash my plate this morning,

again I had to play my role as Anak Mithali --- in the toilet also?!

( When I was in the toilet and Old Mother in the kitchen )

" Sze Ern y u forgot to wash ur plate again? U're waiting me to wash it for u izzit? "

"Alright mum I'll wash it but can u wait till me come out from the toilet 1st? "

" U're 17 now and yet u still so lazy, how can u behave in such way?? "

" Yaya... Can wait me come out from the toilet 1st?"

( After tat Old Mother streamed out of the kitchen and continue yelling standing -- in front of the toilet??! )

" U should've noe tat u whould wash ur plates everytime u finish ur dishes! "

" Yaya...."

" I'm so ashamed of u... U're ady 17 and ur sis did remember to wash her plates! "

" I noe I noe... "

" I dun hv u such a lazy gal as my daughter!!! I won't admit tat i borned u!! "

" Yes yes...."

" Dun u dare to admit u're my daughter!!!! "

" Ok ok...."

Dun u thk it seems like her menstruation month??

Gt angry for no reason

Tis sort of conversation gonna appear lotss of time during tis month

Poor US....

But I noe she's feelin tired of doin such huge pile of works everyday

Old Mother be strong kay?

We'll support u!

( as keep on continue to b ur ANAK KENA MARAH )

P/S: Dun ask me y I keep on call my mum as Old Mother,

she's the one who'll laugh whn she heard tis name =)

Her b'day's cuming soon!! Any suggestion for her present? =)

OMG

2009-09-11T05:01:00.000-07:00

Finally finally FINALLY....

Another week of EXAMSSSS passed away again~~

Add Maths + Sejarah 2

The 2 subjects I most fear of in this exam week

Add Maths ??

I can c my exam paper stained with blots of red ink,

a big numerical number seems to be laughing at me, saying

YOU FAIL AGAIN!!!

Shoo Shoo Shooo~!!

Aarggh!!!!

Sejarah ??

I think can get an A1 for this subject if I keep up my work in Sejarah 1

Thx to the diff version of tips i received from all my friends

Especially Vidiana

Her tips is the most accurate one

Semua keluar bulat-bulat!

Thx ya peeps~

Any other tips for Biology as well?? ;)

Even though I've finished another week of exam

But still I need to face another week of exam!!

Summore gt Biology

I'm pretty sure I can't finish the syllabus at time~!!

I've been sleeping for less than 5 hours each day

My head's gonna burst

My eye's can't even open properly

Wat I need is more, more and more time !!

Moreover, tat stupid KianAnn keep on telling me about

MO XIANG

I luuuuurve this game so muchi

Even though many ppl say this game very sienz

so WAT ??

KianAnn seems so exciting wif his game planning

So envy ZhiQian and ChuanDa who start playing the game ady

and yet I still stick firm to my decision of start playing the game oni after SPM

But I just couldn't help myself from thinking about the game

>.<

Roh Nenek Moyang

Konsep Yin & Yang

Patung Avalokiteswara

Brahma, Vishnu, Siva

I'll trust anything tat'll gv me much more time!!

Trial Week Is So Untahanable

My Computer's Back!!

2009-09-08T04:19:00.001-07:00

Yay~~

I'm sitting in front of the computer again~

Y I'm so happiie?!

A sign indicates tat I wont gt a REALLY good results for trial

Boo...

Actually I din online for so many days is bcoz my computer sot sot ady

Neh, thx to those virus from dunno where

Ppl keep on complaining tat I'm sending virus to them through msn

A repair is a must!!

So I sent my computer away for 3 days

and the result is so effin good

I restart my computer for about 2 times in 1 hour and I dunno y!!

Ello boss, I paid RM40 for it ley!!

Repair = No Repair

Kah Hang I miss u so muchiiiiii~~~

I should've let him repair my computer again

Better service,

extra software,

cheaper,

and i can kacao him for no reason

* bluek*

I'm seems like promoting Kah Hang's computer skills ley

U owe me a KFC chicken =)

Today is BM paper

and the Paper 2 got a section which required us to build sentences from the word given

one of it is BEJAT

I swear I never know there's such a word in Kamus Perdana

So ??

I'm brave enough to make a sentence from the word without knowing the meaning of it

" Mina bejat akibat melihat gelagat adiknya yang lucu itu. "

After exam only i know tat

BEJAT = RUNTUH

Tat means my sentence actually means

" Mina runtuh akibat melihat gelagat adiknya yang lucu itu. "

HA HA

Puan Mariam sure will laugh to death when she see my sentence

Bo bian, pity u have such genius student XP

Anyway, thx for everything guys...

A warm message during midnight, reminding me to take care of myself

Different version of TIPS

( even though some of it tak kena at all )

I'm glad tat i'm one of the person u'll send tips to

It truely makes me happy =)

I miss the noisy days in my class

I hate the feeling of stress during exam

TOLONG!!!

MANGOssss DAY!!

2009-08-30T22:15:00.000-07:00

Here I am, sitting in front of computer and start blogging again

In fact yesterday I'd just said it out loudly tat I WON'T b online-ing during the exam period from today now on

But of course something exciting happenned which insisted me to dash towards my computer and start blogging!

Yesterday nite when I was sleeping in my dear bed, suddenly a loud noise

BROOMMM KIANGG!!

the noise scared me out like anything man!!

I was awakened by the noise and had a look towards the clock

3am in the MORNING?!

Actually now is the month of 7 in Chinese calendar

The month that most of the Chinese fear of~~~

Because it is believed that the door of the prison which locked the ghosts up will be opened during the whole month

( A holiday for the ghosts?! )

all those ghosts lar, hantu lar, pontianak lar are coming out la wei!!

Summore in 3am ler~!!

I admit tat I'm quite superstitious and believe in this kind of things...

So? I decided to continue my sleep =.=lll

Today morning when i was searching for food in the kitchen,

surprisingly i found a plate of mango on the kitchen table

" Ei? Y i dunno mom gt buy mango geh? "

Later i found more in the kitchen!!

Mom told me to look at the backyard there and when i go....
'
'

My neighbour's mango tree broke into HALF!!

( Tat explained about the loud noise yesterday nite XP )

Moreover it dropped sooooooo many mangoes at the backyard there!!

Have u ever c so many mangoes??

WalaoEH.. Whn only can I finish picking up all these mangoes?? 100++ leh...
'
When my bradar was busy picking up all those mangoes and cleaning up all the mess,

where am I?

Busy capturing photos lar of cz!!

I took all the pictures ler ok?

This is wat we called " Kakak Mithali " ;)

Later on, my neighbour told us there were still some mangoes on the roof on my house

So I gt a staircase and bginning to choose whose gonna b the BRAVE one to climb up the stair and gt down all the mangoes among 3 of us

My bradar and my lil sista were such effin good siblings

I ended up screaming and yelling up the stairs without any mercy from them

Using a wooden stick trying to "sweep" the mangoes down the roof like a sakai

Ignore my retarded face and.... LOOK at my fat ARM!!

A video taken by my lil sista

Another version of Sun Ng Hong ( 孙悟空 )

A sakai monkey is using a wooden stick instead of a Golden Stick to rescue all those MANGOES!!

Aikss...

I bet everyone who watch this video wil definitely choose me as

THE MOST SAKAI HEROIN

Getting tonnes of mangoes for FREE is a good thing;

but wat about the method of CLEARING these mangoes?

Does this indicates tat my family is gonna hv MANGOES as meals for the whole week?

Breakfast -- MANGO

Lunch -- MANGO wif kicap

Dinner -- MANGO wif vinegar

I'll definitely die within a day if i had to follow this menu!!!

Any help? =)

Merdeka ke-52

2009-08-29T22:24:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow is 31th August 2009

Where our nation will be celebrating the 52nd MERDEKA anniversary

I'm glad that I was borned after British and Japan left Malaysia

It is horrible to live in wars!

We are fortunate to live in a peaceful country;

not living in times where the countries are following the fashion of declaring war against each other,

We are lucky as all of us can gt along happily and without fighting;

unlike in America, if your skin is black,

u definitely will receive a tremendously worst SERVICE comparing those white skinned person

Thanks to Lincoln Abraham things are getting better =)

Before i was wondering why is everybody feeling sorry for the leave of Yasmin Ahmad

So I watched some commercials directed by her

When I watched the commercials i was like

OOOOh..... This one ya....

I remember those commercials - SO CUTE!!

But i was so touched by one of it:

" Spell DINOSAUR "

a Chinese boy : DI-NO-SA-RU

" No... Wat about u? "

his friend, a Malay boy : DI-NO-SO-RE

( WalaoEH! )

" Ok... =.=lll Then what u two know about RACE? "

Race?

Wat race? Race car?? Those run very fast one?

Brummmmm.....

CHILDREN ARE BORNED COLOUR BLIND

SHOULDN'T WE LEAVE THEM AS THE WAY THEY DO?

Do u guys still hv some impression about this commercial?

I was deeply moved by this commercial

No elegant background

No beautiful artist

Just two little fellow with a few TRUE words

Yasmin Ahmad ♥ RIP

( I know it's kinda late but I'm always out-dated, bo bian )

An article on Sin Chew Jit Poh yesterday made me think again:

" I can't forget that time when i was attending an event last year,

the location of the event was just the next to a masjid,

by the time the event starts was also the time for the Muslims to buka puasa.

The Chinese were having a great feast there,

chewing porks and drinking beers!

But the Muslims doesn't show any protest but even greet us with a smile and we are showing respect to them by keeping our sound at a low volume so we won't interrupt them.

It shows that we're actually a hig harmony family consisting of many races with the 3 major race of Chinese, Malay and Indian.

All those rumours about struggling and fighting between us were just an issue picked up by the politicians in order to gain people's trust so they would VOTE them in the election... "

Wat do u think about the article? :)

I'm happy to be a Malaysian,

and i enjoy the simple relationship between all of us without any discrimination of races and colours of skin

( In spite of the unfair treatment by our government )

As my mom ordered me to stop getting near my computer beginning from tomorrow,

I guess i just have to deliver my wishes earlier:

Happy Birthday Malaysia!

U're 52 years old by tomorrow!

Cheers!

By the way, I know my mom's birthday since i was in primary school,

but today i only realised tat my mom was borned in the year of independence of Malaysia!

It means tat my mom was in the same age as Malaysia!

Since Malaysia was 52 years old this year, my mom aged.....

* Shh... *

Women's age are always a secret ;)

Gonna Get Sick

2009-08-29T06:40:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i stay awake the whole nite till today's morning and I slept from 11am to 8pm today!

Gosh...

My routine are completely overturned by now and I feel bad about it

I gt a terrible headache

I dun feel like eating

I dun feel like studying

I feel tat I'm gonna sick

I feel scared by now

My Chemistry and Physics almost finished

but my Biology and Sejarah was still laying untouched on my room's table

I'm wondering whether i gt enough time to finish all my syllabus

Luckily my target was to score in SPM

Bcz I know I definitely won't score in my trial!

I darn't say tat i wont online from now on

but u won't c me online often for sure

BuhBye my bloggie~

I'm gonna miss ya~

Oh right, my msn was infected by a virus

and tat in turn infected the whole computer!

I can't open my msn,

I can't check mail,

My computer's getting slower and slower

DAMN IT

Looks like i can only fix it after my exams~

Many of friends were sick just before the exam and i'm so worried about them

Especially Kang Zi

She faced a series of unfortunate events lately and she's kinda depressed

but she's ok by now =)

One more is Yin Yee

She caught a fever just 2 days ago and i understand she is worried about her studies

Take it easy ok?

I know u can do it!

Be strong my friends... I know u can do it!

Tats my sista :)

Hope I won't be one of the unfortunate ppl who gt sick before the exam!

Halleluyah~

Changed My Blogskin

2009-08-28T04:19:00.000-07:00

Dun ask me why I've changed my blogskin
neither I know the answer too!

Mayb i'm sick of the old template,

even it's nicer than this one ALOTT....

Anyway, i like this new blogskin - simple and nice~

Plus the word GOSSIP GIRL there - it does suits me! =)

Doesn't have time to put more picha and links,

but i managed to change the style of my chatbox ^^

i heart it sooo muchi ♥

I almost turned the whole computer upside down when i was searching for my picha,

which leads me to found out tat......

My newest pic was taken on 12th January 2009?!

WalaoEH...

Since when i kicked off my habit of snapping my picha every moment i can?

Nevermind

I'm pretty sure my habit will cum back to find me as soon as I finish all my exams

Tata :)

Aarghhhh!!!
Trial is just a few days to go and yet I havent finish all my syllabus!!!
I havent started on Sejarah yet, which surprised ME
In my memory, Sejarah used to be my favourite subject
and of course I score this subject!
I never gt an A2 before - only A1
* Hiak hiak *
but I hate Form 5 Sejarah, really I DO
wat PILIHAN RAYA, wat SULTAN
Aiya, wat sultan oso none of our business larh~
Ur job is just wearing ur YELLOWISH SUIT and sit on ur throne, cheh!!
I hope no one's watchin, I dun wan sit in the JAIL!
* gulp *

Recently no mood to blog in Chinese, so dun laugh at my broken English
JJ is probably figuring out wat is happening to me as I nvr blog in English

Anyway, All The Best to All Those Candidates!
UPSR -- PMR -- SPM

* Do leave comment about my new blogskin! Mwah~♥ *

可恶！

2009-08-22T08:38:00.000-07:00

Shit!!!

Trial is COMING and here I am,

still sitting in front the computer sambil goyang kaki~

i wonder what happened to my brain

I suppose all those haze and smogs from Indonesia affected me

Or maybe the virus H1N1 affected me too!

Just in a way kinda DIFFERENT from anyone else

Symptoms show in normal ppl:

Flu, high fever, sore throat

Symptoms shown in me:

Craziness for computer games and sleeps a LOT!

Especially in front of my textbook

I slept almost 18 hours a day for no reason~!

Any antidote for this kind of mutated H1N1?

I'm seriously needing it right now!!

If I dun cure it as soon as possible,

U'll be probably seeing my body lying on the street

JUST after the result of trial was released

I was surprised my mum's nagging doesn't show anymore effect on me

and that is BAD

VERY BAD

Can anyone get rid of my LAZINESS???

I'll treat u a Sugus, perhaps~~

Anyway, my two little nephew + my sista come to my house today

I miss them so muchi!

Playing with them was such a fun,

their cute lil faces melts my heart......

They're goin to stay here for several days,

which gives me another excuse to skip my revision

OmiGoosH

“可恶!”

我最新的口头禅

* I wonder wats wrong wif it as my classmates kip on imitate the way i pronounce it! *

欢乐家庭聚会

2009-08-16T06:23:00.000-07:00

昨天，在毫无预警之下，我的舅母和我的两个表妹来到我家

说会到我们家过夜

妈妈不在，我和我的妹妹满头问号的请他们坐下，

直到妈妈回来，才发现原来是妈妈忘了跟我们讲 =.=

不过他们中午的时候就要去朋友家了，

所以基本上没发生什么事情~

今天可好玩了！

一大清早起身，就听到厨房传来阵阵的声音，

原来是舅母已经在开始准备早餐了~

还有自制的豆浆水，滋补养颜啊~！

在吃过一顿丰富的早餐之后，

我，小妹和两个表妹就尾随妈妈到加影巴刹

不只是因为心情的关系，还是太久没到巴刹去了

我就带头带着那三个小瓜去探索巴刹

才发现，原来我真的很久没有去过巴刹了!

有很多菜我连看都没有看过，更别说懂名字了

还不断地问小贩那些菜叫什么名字

不过很抱歉，让他们失望了，因为我一样菜都没有买，哈哈~

之后就到楼上去

零零碎碎的几间店

有卖衣服的，也有卖早点的

安静的楼上与嘈杂的楼下相映成别

其实楼上有不少间店，不过门，都是紧闭着的

古老的门牌很有复古的感觉

有个印尼小妹给我们留下了个害羞的笑容

感觉就像回到过去一样

好可惜，忘了带手机去把这些情景拍下

提着大包小包回到家后，开始准备午餐咯!

不过才刚开始没多久，

二表哥来了，阿姨，姨丈和四表姐也来了

不过很可惜，阿姨他们有事先走，不能留下来吃午餐

最劲爆的是大表哥的出现

他穿着黑色西装，黑色外套

还有个name tag --- MR. CHONG

一句话，有型！

真得很帅气哦~ 又那么高，我不过到他的肩膀

因为他有事要早走，所以很匆忙的把我给抓来

传授我回答国语考卷的技巧

教了超级补习中心一年多的功夫果然不是盖的

短短三十分钟内，讲的话都是重点!

这点我还真该向他多多学习~

偷偷告诉你，他还是全马超级补习中心TOP 10的老师之一呢！

好不容易把话说完了，他又恢复了他那诙谐的个性

谈话间有说有笑，还和我们分享了他上次去中国的好玩经验

真羡慕!

之后终于可以开饭了，

我们全部人坐在一块吃午餐，有说有笑的

这种乐融融的感觉真好

吃完饭了大家也舍不得离开饭桌

还不停的吱吱喳喳的

直到大表哥有事要走了，大家才开始收拾

大表哥走了

紧接着是二表哥，舅母和表妹们

真得很舍不得他们走，也不知说了多少声拜拜

不过终于，他们还是回家啦~

我怀念舅母纯朴的性格

舅母到我们家里过夜的时候，能做的，她都做了

担心她的到来会给我们添来麻烦，

还频频向我说对不起，像个小孩子一样

深怕做错事而遭到大人的责骂

我想念我那两个表妹的笑容

尤其是那个小的

总爱黏着我，“姐姐，姐姐...”的叫

大你十多岁的我，

居然还败在你手里

我崇拜我能干的大表哥

目前在管理Petaling Jaya的超级补习中心

才大我三年的他

已经靠着自己的能力买下了一部车

未满二十岁

就可以花自己赚来的钱, 打算年尾去台湾旅行

♥ I Luurve My Family. ♥

P/S: 不过因为你们的出现，我的读书计划泡汤啦!

Today is SO Not My Day

2009-08-11T04:38:00.000-07:00

昨天，答应了康琪要帮她edit照片，是要送人的

可是昨天的天气很凉爽，下那么大一场雨

想说先睡个午觉，晚上再醒来帮她弄照片

没想到!!!

我居然一觉到天亮!!!

从昨天下午五点开始睡起，到今天早上五点，睡足十二个小时!

而且我还要是梦里突然惊觉我要帮康琪弄照片而吓醒的!

巴士六点半来，当场一大清早开电脑弄了一小时的照片

还好弄得完，好惊险，呼~

之后呢，我想是因为受惊过度

我的头发很翘，怎么梳都梳不好

几乎每个女生都问我说：

“ 啊咩，你今天没有梳头咩？？”

=.=

下课的时候，好不容易把头发按扁下去了

结果?!

上英文节的时候，我们“亲爱”的Pn. Leong Lai Kin 心血来潮

一个个把我们叫起来念答案

老师叫到美欣的时候，要回答的那题我们那里没有人会做

美欣就说：

“Teacher I dunno”

然后她就可以坐下了!

老师就说：

“Then the girl sit next beside you answer dis question”

我就站起来说：

“Teacher, I also dunno”

怎知那个奇怪的老师居然发火，说什么：

“U cant just tell me tat u dunno,

wat i wan is an answer, at least u try!

I dun care, i wan at least an ANSWER!”

结果我就傻傻的站在那里，随便说了个答案给她

全班人看着我，丢脸到。。。。

没关系，放学后，我和颖仪就去帮康琪洗照片

之后我们决定午餐吃McDonald

我们完全忘记了，过了三点之后，就要吃贵burger了

排队时是2.55pm

还以为可以排到的，没想到，还是排不到

最后还是要吃贵burger

贵到!!! 心痛 T___T

之后就去补习啦~

还想说可以见到我最亲爱的补习老师 Mr. Lim

应该会很开心

没想到!

平时都是我整他

结果风水轮流转，换他整我!

今天老师教到Medicine,说到那种给精神病人吃的药，

结果老师就很大声的跟全班说：

我是精神病人

全班笑到很大声啊!!!!

气死我了!

结果我就把他笔筒里的笔全部拿了出来

摆在他的桌子上，打算气死他

结果，老师又当众指着我说：

她今天没有吃药

很明显的，全班笑声再起

还要不断的提起精神病人这件事

老师我今天给你整惨了 =.=

最后，放学之后，妈妈要我自己搭车回

算，没什么大不了

可是走去车站半途中，才惊觉，我好像不够钱?!

翻口袋一看，才发现，我真的不够钱!

搭车要五毛钱，而我的口袋只剩下四毛钱

可怜到...!!!

我要走回去McDonald那里去和JJ借一毛钱!!

真是...

终于回到家了，想一下，我今天怎么那么不顺啊？

不过再想一下，其实不过都是些小事

我才不会被影响呢，哼!

TODAY IS SO NOT MY DAY

* 今天，听到你们男生都不敢和我同组的时候，

怎么说，心里还是震了一下

我承认我玩起来的时候是很疯狂没错

我承认我是很没有形象没错

只是没想到，居然严重到这个地步

今天一整天下来，最让我难过的是这件事

怎么说，都会有些介意的

以前一提到玩，我一定会很勇敢的豁出去

这一次，我却犹豫了

我该像往常一样疯狂呢，

还是安分一点，，挽留我在你们心目中的形象？

谢谢你，航航

因为你愿意和我同组 *

朋友，快乐好么？

2009-08-08T18:11:00.000-07:00

从某个朋友的部落格上抄下了这一段，

希望他别介意

“ 最近发现到一种比A型流感 {A(H1N1)} 还要可怕的菌种。

那就是，心情低落型流感 --- M(S2P1)

M(S2P1) 是英文的简写。。。扩写就是 Mood(Sad,Sorrow and Pessimistic)。

为何呢？让我解释。。。

我浏览的部落格，几乎都是以悲观主义来发表。。。

无论是在那一行，情、爱、事业、家庭。。。

这种流感的确是比A型流感来的严重。

心情低落型流感 - M(S2P1)的症状

-心情极度悲观，发表的帖子超过一半是悲观主义

-帖子让浏览者担心，以及让人想给予安慰、临时关怀。

-对别人的安慰总是连声道谢。

-浏览者、朋友给予安慰后，会说“别担心，我没事。” ”

是的

朋友真好

2009-08-06T06:29:00.000-07:00

今天在班上，讨论了关于毕业旅行 + 班服的事情

好兴奋哦！

其实我们那一gang早已拟定好要去的地方了，

只不过从中抽出最好玩的地点作为毕业旅行，

由于想去的地方太多了，

难得凯祥会说：

“其余的我们这里几个再一起去，来日方长嘛~”

好开心哦~！

假期不会闷了，凯祥你和我击掌了，所以不可以反悔！

期待你驾车载我们上云顶，哈哈

然后呢，发生了一个小小的插曲：

我和其他几位班上同学被点名帮忙设计班服，

听到自己的名字，处于不在状态中。。。

慢慢回复过来之后，就和 bearbear 和 KhaiChung 一起讨论咯~

讨论到一半的时候，

望去班上一角，看见班长他们几个正聚在一起讨论东西。。。

都是重要人物，看起来很重要的样子。。。

我以为他们是在讨论班服的设计，心里觉得很失落。。。

想必他们几个设计出来的东西一定很美吧？

那为什么还叫我这些不会画画的人帮忙设计呢？

反正选的也会是他们的设计啊~

我很失落的和 bearbear 和 KhaiChung 说：

“你看那里，八成是在讨论班服吧~

我不设计了，反正到头来中选的也会是他们的设计。。。”

出乎我意料之外，

我居然被那两个一人一张嘴的骂？！

KhaiChung

“好心你啦，连设计都还没有开始设计就要放弃了？

你怎么那么没有创作精神啊？

好心你啦，你又知道你画得不美？

bla bla bla......... ”

bearbear

“是咯，你又知道会不美？

不用担心拉，我们会给你很多意见帮忙你的，

到时候一定是用投票决定的啊！

搞不好你会赢，至少我想我们两个会投你一票~

bla bla bla........”

虽然是说被你们骂到很惨，不过不知怎么

却有那么一丝丝的感动

因为我从你们的骂声中，感受到了那股关怀

至少如果我的设计很丑，还有你们两个会撑我

不过不代表你们可以随便骂我啦！

=.=

之后呢，佩仪走到我们班面前，说想要公布东西

我闭上眼睛

bearbear在后面呱呱叫

才知道。。。。。。。。。

原来他们刚刚讨论的东西是毕业旅行的AJK list!!

摆了一个大乌龙~！

好丢脸哦 >.<

之后呢，大家聚在一起，开始讨论毕业旅行要去哪里

大家开始你一句我一句的

说起之前去过的旅游景点和当中发生的趣事

不过从中我发现了一些事：

1）不要和 bearbear 和 KhaiChung 讨论毕业旅行

因为他们只会建议你去CC度过四天三夜！！

什么Speedzone啦~ ..................

2）不用和政骏讨论毕业旅行

因为他已经准备一攻三，

只顾着和女生说话，重色轻友！

3）要开始努力存钱了！

因为要去的地方太多，怕没时间工作赚钱，哈哈~

美欣你也要努力啊~

大家聚在一起的感觉真好

也许是中五的关系吧~

来日方长这四个字实在是不再适合我们

说我敏感吧

不过我的确实很努力的在，

建立我在班上最后几个月的美好回忆以及友谊

朋友，有你们真好 ^^

P/S: 班服。。我会努力的！

可笑的我

2009-08-03T08:16:00.000-07:00

今天下课的时候

无意间在图书馆前面，瞧见了贞荣的申请奖学金表格

表格里填着他的mid-year exam 成绩

10个A1 1个A2

我看到的时候，吓了一大跳

这真的是我认识的贞荣么？

看不出平时那么爱玩的他，成绩那么好

想到这里都有些惭愧，亏我还自称为他的朋友呢~

他回了我一句：

“mid-year exam 罢了啦，不用那么大惊小怪”

他在5C班还不是前三名的呢。。。

5C班的爱书程度的确实非一般所能比较的

这点，众所皆知

上次的mid-year exam，我在班上拿了个第九名

我还为了这件事不断的沾沾自喜

说：你进步了！

但实际上，我的成绩不过是

6个A1 1个A2 2个B3 1个B4 1个8E

Add Maths 不过刚刚好pass而已，我却安慰自己说：

这次的水准很高，你能pass，都已经很不错了！

虽说我的班也属于好班，

但实际上，有多少斤两大家自身懂

才发现，原来我太自负了

我太容易满足了

被自己编下的谎言蒙蔽了双眼却浑然不知

还在当中作乐

原来，我的水准不过如此

我和书本里说的那些自负的家伙有什么两样？

想到这里，就觉得

原来我的价值不过如此

我真的那么肤浅么？

想起我在看书时，心里暗骂那些笨蛋家伙蠢蛋的时候

多可笑

为了这件事

我在班上变得很安静，就连我最爱问别人的心理测验也不问了

吓死 ZhengJun 和 KhaiChung

知道事情原委后，他们俩不断安慰我

ZhengJun

“我对你有信心咯~ 你一定可以考到很好的成绩的，

放心吧~”

KhaiChung

“哎呀，不要担心，我这个比你差的都还没有出声。。。

你拿那些好的和你比，不如拿我这些差的和你比，

那你就会比较开心啦~”

谢谢你们两个的安慰

就像是帮我的心打了个强力的定心剂

无论你们会不会看到，我还是想说：

庆幸我中五的生涯有你们两个的陪伴，谢谢你们 ^^

还有一个：啊姚

原来她静静不出声，成绩也不生不息地向前飞跃啦~

她全级30，我才70多 T___T

她也安慰了我不少，口水也快干了吧~

我会铭记你的‘教诲’的 ^^

* 臭 bearbear 不让我画手！

虽然今天很难过，因为发现我原来仅仅如此；

却也很高兴，因为我发现了我可以选择不只是仅仅如此

希望我可以再进步

加油！

* 原来，我们的关系仅仅如此

我以为，可以再多一点

原来，是我，是我们太天真了

那个我们共同守护的梦，没了

剩我们在后面看着你们

我们，该争取些什么？

我们，是时候醒了么？

有感而发 - 发泄

2009-07-31T03:47:00.000-07:00

有时候很羡慕身边的朋友

她们总是可以随心所欲的发小姐脾气；

而她们身边的朋友也总能包容她们

他们难过是总会第一被人家发现；

然后就好像大明星似的被大家的问候所包围

他们的人缘就是那么好；

好像天生的人气王

原来，有人宠，是一件很幸福的事

原来，能够任由胡闹，也一件很幸福的事

原来，有人关心你的存在，最幸福

多么想证明给别人看，我的存在是有分量的

也许不知自己的长处在哪里，

不知自己存在的分量为多少

也不知道有没有人留意自己的存在

才会那么吵，

安慰自己说

总有一天你突然不见了，还会有人想起你那把吵闹的声音

哈哈

曾经做过一个心理测验

它说：我是嫉妒型朋友

对啊，没错

不知为何，我总觉得，我身边的朋友都那么的优秀

会读书

异性缘好

有性格

总让我觉得，我还不够好

就是不够她们好

偶尔静下来的时候总会想想：

我什么时候才会变得像她们那样？

! 好好脾气：好好脾气：好好脾气 !

好脾气，不代表我可以被利用；

好脾气，不代表你可以随心对待我；

好脾气，不代表我是个好欺负的人

好脾气，不代表我不会生气

火山，也会有爆发的一刻

不过我这座火山所需要爆发的时间，比别人久了一点

我是喜欢和异性玩，怎么样？

我就是这样的疯狂，然后？

就因为我不能装出和你们一样的那幅淑女样

就因为我不能像你们一样那么矜持

不代表你们就有资格批评我

难道我就非得像你那样，

整天就和女生好友们坐在一起聊天，斯斯文文的，

这样才行么？

我在乎你们的想法

却因为这样我才感到痛苦

我和男生们玩在一起的时候，总要面对你们投来的那种眼神

那种，我看了很尴尬的那种

而且，你们总要取笑我

让我怎么也不是，

你们在笑我的同时，又在乎过我的想法么？

我没笑你们，你们呢？

我就是和你们不一样

谁看到都好，请不要对号入座

我说的，也许就是身边的你，你，还有你

你们没有必要懂

毕竟，懂太多，终究不是件好事

台湾升学展

2009-07-25T04:36:00.000-07:00

之前一直在犹豫着要不要去这个升学展

我是很想去没错，可是很多问题

包括没有人陪，没有交通等

原本已经打算自己一个人冒险去了

不过还好到最后，阿莫和我妹都有陪我

阿莫还为了这个升学展而放弃补习呢~

谢谢你阿莫~ ♥

一大早，托阿莫妈妈的福，我们有车直接到升学展去~ ^^

地点是在 Hotel Istana

我们就像敢死队一样，明明人生地不熟，

还敢直接闯进那么高贵的酒店里

不过还好有个笑容超级灿烂的叔叔指路给我们~ ♥

我们很顺利地抵达了升学展，这时才发现：

原来我们学校办的升学展不过是小儿科 =.=

真的如老师说得那样，很大型，很壮观

老师说有54间学校出席这次的升学展，真的没有骗我们！

我，阿莫和我老妹开始慢慢一间一间走着下去，

我和阿莫寻找着有我们想要科系的大学，

而我老妹是 ---- 乱来的

太多档口了，看得我和阿莫都眼花缭乱

一开始我们都不知道他们在讲什么，毕竟我们都听惯英文了

例如：

foundation - 基础班/ 预备班

听得我们都头昏脑胀的 =.=

在那里逗留了一小时半多，收获良多~

几支 Made in Taiwan 的笔

一大堆 Made in Taiwan 的大学简介纸

一把 Made in Taiwan 的扇子

一个 Made in Taiwan 的bag

哈哈哈 XP

不过至少我和阿莫都有了目标，心里都有了个底

而我老妹也弄清了她的目标

总算没有白来~! ♥

之后我们再从Hotel Istana那里搭KTM到Times Square去

'
‘原本和阿莫说好要找一个地方坐下来慢慢聊天的，

怎知道阿莫这个shopaholic心痒痒，

又拉我一起去window shopping

现在我才知道，window shopping 是很痛苦的!!

从很多本书上都看过这样的句子：

“偶尔window shopping一下，也是一种享受~”

这句话是谁讲的？我和阿莫一定举手举脚说反对!!!

看到那么多美丽而且便宜的衣服；

却不能买下手，

没有钱那倒还无所谓，最重要的是你口袋里还有钱!

我们两个还要互相遮住对方的眼睛说：

“没有钱，没有钱，不能买，不能买~”

唉，阿莫，等新年再次大血拼吧~

之后呢，心脏再也负荷不了那种买不到东西的‘压力’，

就和阿莫到Secret Recipe那里坐下来聊天...

说真的，好久没和好朋友这样坐下来一起聊天了~

说了好多，那种把憋在心里许久的话一次过说出来

爽

终于可以安定下来，好好读书了~

阿莫，谢谢你听我说了那么多

突然发现，一路走来，

我们所扮演的角色和经历过的一切，都是那么的相似

别忘了我们今天的约定

大家一起努力 ^^

我也要努力了，

目标定下来，就是为了让自己朝着它前进的

妈，希望我能达到，你对我的要求

我不希望看到你失望的样子

A Tribute to Michael Jackson

2009-07-24T03:55:00.000-07:00

A Tribute to Michael Jackson

这是Kelab Sejarah & Geografi 自我们下位后，举办的第一样活动

和Music Club + Creative Motion Club一起联办的

原本没想过要去的，因为门票要RM2

我这么吝啬，难免不想去啦~

不过呢，今天JJ和志扬都说想去，所以我也跟着去

结果全部人都跟去了，哈哈

[ 我，颖仪，阿莫，康琪，仙慧，志扬，JJ ]

今天难得食堂那么多人，我们就猜想：

会不会都是留下来看Michael Jackson的？

果然不出我们所料，真的都是留下来看Michael Jackson的

因为seminar room挤满了人！！

没想到这项活动这么受欢迎啊~

到了seminar room，才发现bear bear和伟鹏也有来看

我就过去和他们打声招呼咯~

bear bear问说：能不能搬过来和我们一起坐？

他们两个在角落，很sienz...

所以他们两个又搬过来和我们一起坐了~

因为我们迟到的关系，所以要坐最后一排

我们的高度本来就是有点。。。很明显我们看不到前面

所以我们就把椅子叠起来，坐上去！！

哈哈，平时人家都是直接站起来的，只有我们这么麻烦 XP

开始咯~

一开始是播放Michael Jackson的video,

从他五岁开始进演艺圈起

不错哦~ 超可爱的

也发现原来他跳舞真的很好看，歌也唱得很好听 ^^

之后就有表演Michael Jackson的歌曲

有鼓，电子琴，electric guitar, 还有saksofon~!

原来我们学校的学生这么厉害的呢~ =）

接下去又是Michael Jackson的video

好看是好看，不过太长了，满眼睡的 =.=

再度表演Michael Jackson的歌曲

不过这稍微有点不同

因为还加入了口琴

我们学校的口琴组名声可是响当当的呢~

好歹人家也出过国比赛

好听好听

接着下来就是压轴表演了--- 模仿Michael Jackson跳舞!!

而模仿的那个人正是Thivenesh!!

OMG

我从来就没有想过他会跳舞

他出场的时候，全场掌声热烈响起，还有喊叫声呢！

我还为了看他，特地叠了8张椅子

冒着生命危险坐上去~ [ 全场最高 ]

他和另外两个马来人一起表演

跳得真的很不错，很有型!

不过也许因为我认识他的关系，所以我在后面笑得很厉害

太可爱了！

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

看不出我们堂堂St. John的pengerusi还有如此般能耐呢~

再度掌声鼓励鼓励~！

到最后，在大家的叫喊下，他还encore了一轮 XP

终于，结束了

我们也就匆匆赶去补习啦~

对于这次的活动，我打90分！！

那10分是因为今天节目进行时太吵了，slideshow也太长

不过整体上我很喜欢，

我的确低估了他们的实力

只想对你们说：

你们的效率很快

票根很美 [ 我会留下来做书签的！ ]

除了表演和slideshow, 还有设计衣服

据我所知，你们所有的时间最多不过两个星期多

而你们却也能在那么短的时间内做这么多的东西

佩服，佩服

要加油哦~！

谢谢你们 ^^

P/S: 今天是非洲渚的生日，祝你生日快乐~

脸红

2009-07-23T05:30:00.000-07:00

今天，很累一下

因为和我班上的同学玩得很疯狂

我还当上了牧师

还主持了我班上两场婚礼和一个离婚手续

还真忙啊~ 哈哈

之后去Mr. Poon那里补习

没想到，Mr. Poon还认得我，

为了星期日那件事频频向我道歉

一听到老师一起那件事就不开心，不过也就算了，专心上课

更没想到的事

老师在班上又再次提起这件事，还要当着同学的面前这着我说

我是其中一个

我当场傻眼

更要命的是，Kai Xiang居然还喊出我的名字

丢脸死了！！

我很不爽的回了他一句：“DIAM”

结果全班爆笑，全部望向我这边来

大佬，我坐最后一排最角落的一个，我要躲去哪里啊？！

颖仪突然指着我的脸说：

“思恩，你的脸好红哦！比番茄还红！连耳朵都红了！！”

我还在犹豫着她说得对不对的时候，

其他人已经帮我证实了

因为他们也不断说：“哇，你的脸好红哦！！”

又再次全班爆笑

害得我要拿书顶着我的脸 =.=

什么？！我从来都没有试过脸红，

就连讲骗话也是不眨眼，脸不红的

怎么在这种场合下才脸红？还红到耳根子去

超级丢脸啊！！！

气死我了

不过我现在才知道

原来脸红的时候，脸颊甚至耳朵都是热热的，真奇妙~

虽然上次，我很不幸运的被老师“赶”出去

可是老师似乎为了那件事情还在耿耿于怀

还很生气

老师说他算过了

早上那班总共有17个人放飞机

而且都跑来下午那班了

老师说，他不会放过那17个人

另加两个不请自来的家伙

这个星期日的补习班

老师说那19个人都不用来了

这算是替我出了口气吗？

还是所谓的善有善报，恶有恶报？

上次我和另一个人的缺席

吞了那一口气

换来下一次你们19个可恶家伙的缺席

看你们下次还敢不敢

活该！！！

* 顺便对Form 3的你们说：考试加油~！ =） *

回味

2009-07-22T01:25:00.000-07:00

太轻易得到的东西，是不怎么让人珍惜的，甚至是被遗忘

得不到的东西

却让人欲罢不能，永远就记得它的美

也许这几句话看起来不怎么样

但这几天我却不断想起这几句话

突然觉得，对，说得对

我们何尝不是这样的呢？

我们永远都在追寻那看起来遥不可及的完美事物

却忘记了我们的能力不过如此

我们永远都在期盼不可能发生的奇迹

却忘记了我们身处于残酷的现实中

我们永远都认为为什么我们就是找不到对的那一个

却忘记了身边也许有个人正在默默地等你回头望他一眼

我们永远都认为自己可以再幸福一点

却忘记了身边有多少个爱你的朋友以及家人

我，就是这样

明明成功的机率很渺茫

我却总是提醒自己说：应该有机会的

究竟我该安慰自己说：

成功的人都是靠着那一股莫名的坚持而取得了成功

你也能的！

还是提醒自己说：

别忘了，奇迹没那么容易发生，别再自欺欺人了

也许说，努力，绝对可以换来成功！

别忘了，那99.9%的努力，还需要配上0.1%的机会

才可以的

不是每一样事情都可以靠努力换来成功的

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今天，和中三的几位朋友聊天

他们正在烦恼着明年该选什么科

SCIENCE STREAM or ART STREAM??

虽然说，他们面临的问题和我们比起来，小得多了

毕竟，我们的选择即将决定我们的未来

而他们如果发现自己选错了，还可以申请换班

不过同样的，我们都在为自己做出选择

看着他们，就好像看到以前的自己

才发现，原来以前很多所谓的“问题”其实都不是问题

哈哈哈

不过当然，我很乐意给你们意见

如果你们敢问我意见的话 =)

看见很多的中三买了那么多的参考书，

有的还补习四科那么多

我中三的时候一本参考书都没有

只有在PMR 前一个月找我的一个邻居教我数学

是我太得空，还他们太勤劳？

？？？？？

不一样的星期天

2009-07-19T07:01:00.000-07:00

今天，一大早就爬起身

最后决定和建安等去看戏

加上Excel那里有Physic补习，又要再见到Mr. Poon~

妈妈不得空，害得我要搭巴士赶到街上去，怕死迟到

好不容易赶到了，在楼上等了一下

发现人真的多到不像话！

我快被闷死了，还一度猜测：这么多人，挤得进课室咩？

不出我所料，真的挤不进

我没有叫人家帮我霸位，也不够人家挤

到最后，课室里只剩下一个位子

而课室外站着我，一个印度人，和迟到的JJ

我，选择了让步

而JJ，成功霸占了那最后一个位子

其实真的很不公平

老实说早上那班满了，所以我才会来下午的

没想到居然发生这种事

老师很生气，吼全班说

“明明只有六十多个人写名字，为什么有上百人挤在课室里？”

很明显的，有三十多个人是没有写名字

自己擅自来上课的

而我却成了他们自私行为的受害者

我不愿再面对那上百张盯着我看的脸庞，一些幸灾乐祸的家伙

快步走到McDonald去，因为朋友们都在那里

有建安，阿莫，泳沁，翔河，贞荣

他们知道后，问我说

“为什么不叫老师点名？那你就可以名正言顺的补习啦！”

当时，我真的有想过

可是你们有没有想过

老师念出名字后，那些没有被念到名字的人怎么办？

他们的脸该往哪里放？

这不过是在间接性地指证他们欺骗的事情

需要做得这么绝么？

我不期望如果他们知道我的想法后，会觉得我有多伟大

只希望，下次你们在打算做这种事之前

先问问自己的良心，这样对吗？

* 别让我知道你们这些冒充者是谁，我讨厌你们！ *

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等到颖仪跳完舞，加入我们之后

我们七个人便搭巴士到Leisure Mall去咯~~

原本预算在Leisure Mall买纪念册的，没想到看不上眼

Kajang的Living Cabin选择还更多 =.=

要买戏票的时候才发现

Transformer下午场的票已经卖完了，只剩下Harry Potter

大家顿时陷入矛盾中

因为我们打算等航航，达达，JJ等一起看Harry Potter的

不过到最后，我们还是买了Harry Potter的戏票

总不能让我们白跑一趟吧？

对不起拉朋友~ 最多再陪你们看多一轮 XP

坦白说，这次的Harry Potter并没有想象中好看

也许是期望太高吧~

不过我觉得比较像是笑戏

我几乎笑完整场戏，哈哈哈~

不过它的effect是绝对无法被否认的，超级逼真！

整体来说，不错哦~ 值得一看

I ♥ MAGIC

之后呢，大伙就一块到打机场去

因为token很便宜，就打算用玩game玩到的coupon去换礼物

说好明明是要收集coupon换取礼物的

你认为我们很搏命地在玩么？

错！

实际上我们都在乱来

而且很厉害“作弊”

不过我们不算厉害咯，有一个爸爸更厉害

有一个专给小孩子玩的小型投篮机

他就拿着那颗篮球不停地在篮板前面摇晃

让那个篮板“以为”哪个天才频频在投篮

最然我们心里不平衡的是

他用一个token换到了30几张coupon, 真的是很...!!!

所以我们学他咯~

几乎什么都玩过了，还算不错~

也换到了两个礼物袋，准备装某人的礼物！ =)

在等用coupon换礼物的时侯，

这么不幸运地，我们前面排着一对疯狂夫妇

我不知道他们究竟玩了多久，还是之前都有来这里玩

他们手上的coupon居然有六千多张！

其实，我对他们换什么一点都不感兴趣

最重要的是！他们顶在我们前面，

害得我们走也不是，不走也不是，

很迟才可以回到家！

* 中间还来得及拍了一些照片，不过很懒，不放上来了 XP *

好不容易可以走了，又在车上开始争着一样事情

到底U40的终点是不是在Kajang? 有没有经过我的家前面？

我说有，因为我搭过一次

可是颖仪说没有，翔何也说没有，

我开始动摇了，因为我只搭过那么一次

结果原本打算直接搭巴士回家的我，决定搭建安的车回家

上了建安的车之后，和他爸爸聊天，才知道

U40是有经过我家门口的

=.=

亏建安还说被我骗了

我看，是我们俩被颖仪和翔河骗了吧？

今天，有如意的事；也有不如意的事

今天，难得有机会和永沁以及翔河出街，大家相处一下

今天，翔何成了我兄弟，我成了他姐妹~

今天，果然是一个不一样的星期天

班上玩追追

2009-07-17T05:57:00.000-07:00

上次买了一大包lollipop,打算给自己嘴馋的时候吃的

可是没想到吃不完

刚好昨天我班上那一gang几乎都有参加National Chemistry Quiz

就干脆请他们吃糖果，当作是鼓励咯~

他们超级开心的，还问我说，参加比赛还有这种福利哦？

不过没多久，很快的就乐极生悲

我有糖果的事传得很快

结果一个两个有参加比赛的都过来和我要糖

没办法，只好欠着他们，再买多一些今天带给他们~

没想到买多了，结果多了几粒lollipop出来

这就是我在班上玩追追的故事起源：

那个阿旺和政俊明明已经一人有了一粒，还想跟我要

我当然是不给啦！可是他们居然趁我不在的时候翻我书包

气死我了！吼一声吓得阿旺跑出课室外面

我也就跟着跑出去

追着他跑了两三圈

他还把我的糖果派给bear bear

害得我追着bear bear整间课室跑，累死我也累死他 =.=

bear bear昨天已经拿了的！不过他一直求我，

最后还是给了他。。。

阿旺和政俊看到又不爽哦，又再度偷我的糖果

我当然是追着阿旺跑啦！糖果要钱买的啊！

不过很不幸运的，这次糖果落在JJ手里

很明显我跑不过他的咯！

追了他足足五分钟都追不到，

他还要当场在我的面前把我的糖果给吃了~！ =.=

可是不代表我就可以休息了，因为还有另外三支lollipop

下落不明！！

结果我到处找，找又找不到

还害得我没得向我的伟鹏师傅学象棋

放弃了，就累倒坐在我的位子上，

对坐我后面的阿旺和政俊说

我生气了

我以后不要和他们讲话了

我以后不要买糖果请他们吃了

他们两个几乎同时一人握着一支，把两支lollipop还给我

两个吓得脸青青

阿旺平时自尊心很强，今天出乎意料的和我说

对不起

政俊还把三种语言的对不起都说完了

我的印度版对不起呢？

还有不要骗我咯，明明还有一支lollipop给你们藏起来了！

说真的，我生气么？

说真的，我一点都不生气

我好久没像今天这样，在班上玩追追了

最后一次，是在我Form 2的时候

真得很开心，和朋友们的感情渐渐深刻

虽然你们又要说我三八了

可是，这种允许我自由自在三八的日子，究竟剩多久呢？

所以，我珍惜最后和你们在一起的最后几个月

珍惜这一切

*今天学校有捐血活动，当我告诉你们，

我的体重只有42kg的时候，怎么全部都摆出那副

不可思议的样子？

气死我

其实我们都是有钱人

2009-07-15T01:08:00.000-07:00

今天，我们班拍校刊照片，

除了拍全体照之外，也有分组拍

不过，却没有我想象中开心

因为我们的班有很多gang，我们那一gang是男女混合的

有我，美欣，阿凤，阿旺，凯翔，bearbear, 政俊，伟鹏，家玮等~

可是拍照的时候，变成男的跟男的，女的跟女的，

最要命的是，我和美欣被分去和一些我们根本不熟的女生拍照

毕业照！！

要刊登在校刊的！！

而且我以后还要看很久的！！

所以我和美欣的脸色不太好，也不太主动去参与拍照~

对不起啦阿旺 + 政俊，

心情不好，结果又找你们发脾气了~

今天在班上翻报纸的时候，看到了一个很有趣的调查

作者委托市场研究公司，调查了一千名英国人，

要他们评定人生50件事的快乐程度，

在跟中彩金的快乐相比。

结果发现，最快乐的人生乐事，绝不是物质所能满足的：

拥有良好的健康 ----- 112万令吉 1.

听到有人对自己说：“我爱你”----- 101万令吉 2.

有稳定的感情关系 ----- 96.5万令吉 3.

国家安全和平 ----- 80.5万令吉 4.

生儿育女 ----- 77万令吉 5.

做爱 ----- 65.5万令吉 6.

旅行度假 ----- 57万令吉 7.

养宠物 ----- 49万令吉 8.

放一日假 ----- 33.85万令吉 9.

吃巧克力 ----- 25.4万令吉 10.

阅读 ----- 2.7万令吉 11.

原来，我还是很有钱的；

原来；我们都是很幸福的~

难怪大家都说：爱情，是女人最好的保养品

这也难怪，有个爱你的人，相等于以上多少价值啊？ =)

很高兴在我心情不好的时候，让我看到了这篇文章，

它提醒了我：至少，我还是很有钱，很幸福的~

班级照的事？算啦！

以后再拍个够 XP

目标

2009-07-14T04:14:00.000-07:00

今天，美欣，伟俊和振宇要去找辅导老师，说要问升学的事

我就顺便跟着去咯

和辅导老师，蔡美金老师谈了许多

心中也大约有了底

有时我真的觉得，我身边真的很多贵人

谢谢你的关心，老师~

之后补Chemistry的时候，Mr. Lim 又再次谈起升学的事情

他说

最好能的话，读college的foundation / A level

最好不要读Form 6 / matriculation

我问老师：“If i dun hv money ler?”

“Then u juz hv to STRUGGLE wif those BUMIPUTERA lo~”

=.=

经典名言

钱，不是万能；但没有钱，就万万不能！

不过呢，今天总算有收获

因为蔡老师让我了解到我想要的是什么

目标，我找到了

那接下来，是向目标冲刺的时候了